So... update... the countdown until 18 is at 5 days... Also gives me all of Friday to recover from Thanksgiving before present gorging... buwahah...

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Well... im in a pretty good mood? Why? A few reasons... 1) I went to the mall last night with John... so... we cheered each other up by buying Christmas presents insanely early (DAMN YOU COMMERCIALISM!!!!!) haha.... 2) Today were the auditions for all-regional choir ( Read more... )

Here I go again... I totally overreacted again... or maybe not... Long story short... former gf is into someone else from my school (sort of a friend sort of not) and the guy's a douche... I tried telling her that... Maybe they're meant for each other (Im not sure how I mean that) but whatever... if he breaks her heart its not my concern anymore ( Read more... )

I feel like a heel... I sit around complaining about how cruel life is to me just a week ago, and now my two of my best friends are going through something I wouldnt wish upon my most hated enemies... And there's nothing I can do that will ever make things better... All I can say is Im there for yah buddy.

Wow... ummm... cant really think of any one thing to talk about or anyway to express my feelings on it... So... instead... let's see how many comments I can rack up.. come on... whether you're an old friend, or just someone who happened to click on the livejournal link in my profile..... COMMENT NOW! (yes, Im bored)

Ok... well.. Good News - Im single ladies... haha... Anyway... Right now im surprisingly upbeat as my rollercoaster of mood swings continues. Anyway... just to confirm what I already knew... Alli only sees me as a friend, well she did... Most of what I said to her tonight (say 80% or so) I wish I hadn't off... Lol.. like 5 minutes after she left I ( Read more... )

Sooo... Im done... nothing left of me... torn... broken... useless... worthless.. Im going to go kill myself... not sure if Im joking or not... I'll find out later... I still love you.

So... here's your update... No Halloween... No hanging out with Alli... nothing... Im so depressed... Alli and I were going to go out tonight... but she went over to a friends instead... Thats cool... I just wish I had been informed earlier... I really was looking forward to tonight... it was going to be the highlight of my week... but now... Man ( Read more... )

AHHHH... NEED COSTUME FOR TOMORROW.... GAHHHHHH!!!!!!!! MY MIND IS SHOT... GOING TO BE STUPID TRICK OR TREATING WITH ALLI AND A FRIEND WITHOUT A COSTUME.... WHAT TO BE... ALL I CAN THINK OF IS STUFF THAT WOULD NEVER WORK "THE DUDE" FROM BIG LEBOWSKI??? I THINK I MIGHT GET ARRESTED WEARING PAJAMAS AND A BATHROBE... OR REALLY COLD... UMMM... PAINT MY ( Read more... )

Good lord... Yankee game just ended... New York had an 8-0 lead and Mussina was perfect for 6 1/3 innings before Boston rallied to make it 8-7... Thank god New York held on for a 10-7 win otherwise I'd never hear the end of it... and it would take me nearly as long to forgive this team. Soo... Kind of stressed right now... Also, I'm down because ( Read more... )