Yesterday morning was the first time in over 3 years that I felt a though I wasn't a single mom. After I last updated Maht woke up (after drinking all night, and only getting 3 hours of sleep) and insisted that I go back to bed, and he stayed up with Alex. For over 2 years Mike NEVER woke up with Alex. In fact, on the few occasions that he did, I ( Read more... )

It is too fucking early for me to be awake. My child is up watching the Duck Tales movie and playing with legos. I am still sick, but feel a little bit better. I can actually swallow now. I was in bed early last nihgt, in fact I didn't even watch 24 last night (I was VERY sick). I want to go back to bed, but I want to make sure Alex stays on the ( Read more... )

I had to work today Grrr... Then I went and did my taxes. I should be getting about 3,500 back. Then I came over Maht's house, and we had chinese food. I began to pass out on the couch due to my comming down from ephedrine (sp?). Those pills are great! They truely are like speed. I was reminded of when I used to roll a lot. I ate next to nothing ( Read more... )

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I have chosen to make my LJ available to the public (for the most part). I changed it to friends only over the summer because I was sick of Mike's friends reading my entries, and then twisting my words to convince him of certain untruths. I was also afraid that Mike would read the entries and take from them, meanings that simply weren't intended. I ( Read more... )

If you read this, even if I don't speak to you often, you must post a memory of me. It can be anything you want, it can be good or bad, just so long as it happened.

Then post this to your journal. See what people remember about you.

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Well, I am officially sick. I just woke up a little while ago. I have to wash Maht's sheets/bedding if I am going to spend another night here (the cat hair is killing me). I had to work all day yesterday, and I was feeling better then, than I am now. This sucks. I know I won't be able to go home early today, but wish I could. My whole body aches, ( Read more... )

You scored as Cult. Woah buddy, write goodbye letters to the family, cause you're joining a CULT ( Read more... )