New MSN: HeartRoyale@hotmail.com

Not much to update...well lots but too much to update about five months into one post, so I'll just highlight ( Read more... )

So I never got around to deleting this as I'm a pack rat by nature and don't like to delete or throw away anything. But I won't update very often, I do that on my xanga ( Read more... )

I didn't feel like studying for tomorrow, I couldn't, I had to write. So I sat down with my Rum and wrote the first thing that came to mind (I haven't touched the Rum yet, but it's still bad ( Read more... )

I am deleting this journal. I've been using xanga more (User name: ShakespeareanLover) and created a new LJ that will be used soley for icons and writings and creative works of mine, not updates. If you wish to friend it, it is: vivroxmysox (it was a dare type thing to name it that), but it's public so you'll be able to see it if you wish (don't ( Read more... )

I have not posted for a long while, with a reason, a poor reason, but a reason nonetheless.I came to realize a while back that I've become so afraid of people leaving that I push them away or leave myself to insure that they don't. I've pulled my head out of my ass, though it's too late really. I just wanted to appologize to everyone. What I did ( Read more... )

In the past month, I have lost three of my closest friends. Everyone leaves. I don't think I ever want to love again. Love causes nothing but pain in the long run. It's great for the few seconds it runs smoothly, until you're used and your friendship becomes fucked up to the point that your best friend can't even be straight up with you. Trusting ( Read more... )

The truth hit me this morning, and I'm devestated beyond tears (no I won't elaborate, not even for all the money in the world, I just want to crawl in a hole and never emerge again)

Meme kind of of a sorts not really, more of a request:

Tell one online and one real life (or more but at least one) how much you care about themUtterly bored, poker tournament is tomorrow, don't feel like going but am mandated to because I signed up and the RA won't let me unsign up. Have a shit load of work to do for Thursday, haven't started. I' ( Read more... )

Meme stolen from Blu and Lamy:

( Long meme )