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So...I haven't updated in awhile. Its not from lack of trying. Other then when I actually have a free moment to really post anything, I'm so exhasted I just go sleep. After the fiasco last night*this morning* grandmas fine. An my point of no one listens to me was proven. Grandma an dad were ignoring what I was seeing/catching and wanted to put grandma in the hospital the day before. I get woken up at 2am to her having chest pressure and trouble breathing. So yeah. But she's alright, not a heart attack just fluid from the liver which I knew it was-her legs were ballooned and her stomach was swelling again.
Everythings snowballed insanely, theres so much to do an it seems I'm the only one cranking out the effort. Which juggling cleaning/packing with grandma and her brother is starting to take its toll. Physically I'm sick/exhasted to the point eatings becoming a chore and if I smell food I get sick. But I've got alot done past 3 days, and we pick up the new house keys tommorow-so I can actually get some of the boxes up there to make some room here to keep working. YAY. Heh.
Its just right now its kinda...snowing off and on. So trying to get the critter stuff /built/ is being a pain. But hopefully soon. Trying to be optimistic, trying to hold off the inevitable crash on my part I can feel coming until we're moved and things are semi settled. Today I got nothing accomplished due to how sick I'm feeling and the headache I've been beating off all day. But at least we're making headway, and if I get this house presentable I may have found someone to buy it straight from us-which if they do, dad won't have to BK.
So...life in a nutshell, moving with terminally ill grandma, animals, lazy boys, an crippled father. An no time, no meds, an to much to soon on my part. One of the first things I'm doing once we're moved? Finding a doc that can work with Fibro and my other issues.
Whats screwed up about all this? I haven't been this cheeful or happy in years.