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Grandma had a bleeding ulcer that was cauterized today, she survived the surgery. Only problem was her blood pressure wouldn't go up. I called to see how it went and she was resting the nurses wouldn't talk to me over the phone, was gunna come after she got out of the sedation ( Read more... )

So...I'm exhasted. Every two hours my grandmother needs me (Yes this includes at night/early morning) this also includes me taking care of critters, cleaning, cooking, packing ( Read more... )

Updated pictures of mahself. Cuz I can.

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So still have to get into doctors. Its been pretty insane here at the house :/ I've been running between the houses and the hospital-grandmas been in a rehabilitation hospital for the past month, and is hopefully coming home tommorow. I already got her hospital bed and other equipment set up. Now I just need her here. Hospice and physical therapist ( Read more... )

Getting down to the wire ( Read more... )

god I am in so much pain right now i dont want to go to er x.x

I must be stressed when I dream of the questions I want to ask about the choice I have to make.

~facedesk~ Why doesn't life have a 'pause' button?

Ugh so managed to get to docs. We're just going to take it a step at a time. I'm in the gray area when it comes to the size of the lymphnodes. In basics we're doing everything to level myself out-everything from a small dose of antidepressants and a full blood screen. Since apparently my blood count is on the low side. We're trying to narrow out ( Read more... )

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