Woke up today on my makeshift air mattress and leapt into the shower to prepare for my photo shoot. Once i am all dolled up and ready to go, i get a phone call saying that im not having a shoot today. Ugh. So here i am ( Read more... )

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Got the job as a dancer as im sure all of you know by now. Whee! So now with two jobs, the play and school, i have been keeping out of trouble big time, its been a few weeks since i smoked or drank! Im pathetic ( Read more... )

Um...so we have a house! Me, Lindsey and Kippy! Crazy mad spontaneous but its all good! The living room and bedrooms have hard wood floors and i get my own level. Theres a little room under the stairs where ghosts hopefully live and we can put naughty things in! The rents not too bad, we should be able to get by, especially if someone wants to ( Read more... )

Have to call the studio back on Monday. I don't really care where this whole dancing thing is going anymore cuz the guy on the phone was rude to me. Honestly, you run a stripping company, don't be snotty to me, i get plenty of that at my job already ( Read more... )

My car and phone have returned to me and so has my lust for living! Been drinking up a storm the last few nights. Speaking of storm, that one recently was pretty cool. I was at school when it hit and even the backup lights went out. Fun times exploring school when theres no lights ( Read more... )

When it rains, it pours. So my car is a moving death trap until i either get a new car or fix this one somehow. Now, my phone is busted. Last night at work i go to check the thing like i always do and i couldn't see anything on the screen! But i could still make calls and receive calls. After work i rushed to the T-Mobile kiosk at Ridgedale ( Read more... )

So i go to work today to find my favorite manager of all time just walked out on the job, never to return. That leaves the bad manager more shifts. Yay, this just so works out then doesn't it? Honestly, whenever there is a good thing, something even as minor as a good manager, the good thing dissipates quickly. Another bad shift at work. The ( Read more... )

Yeah so im not so lonely, but this Livejournal sure is a good place to vent! Anyway, Perkins tonight with Ari was Fab as always, talking about all life in general, especially flaky gay boys. Reason for not going to the club tonight. Tired of flaky gay boys, figured i could save the five bucks and spend it at Perkins ( Read more... )

I have come the conclusion that i am lonely. You see, i have this insatiable drive to always be doing something with someone...anyone. When i am alone, it is only at the times i wish to be alone, and only for a few hours at best, then i get rapid for people. Doesn't really matter who, doesn't really matter what. I suppose everyone feels this ( Read more... )