Sleepy Sparky. . .
After yesterday's set-in of full on "YUCKY" feeling, I decided that it would be ok to take a nap when I got home. I get home about 6-ish, and Jyuu does too. She also thought a nap would be a good idea. We ate and showered first, and it was about 8-ish when we actually settled in for a nap. We set the clock for about 9, I think. An hour is generally plenty of time for just a nap. Comfy, cozy, warm sleep. It was good.
Guess when we got up? 1:36 in the morning! Yes! We overslept amazingly. That is just -expert- oversleeping right there. I believe Jyuu said something to the effect of "Well, if we were into marathon sleeping it'd be a good thing."
I felt a little on the lazy side, and really, there wasn't much point in staying up since by that time it was already passed our bed time. We stayed up long enough to feed our animals. They were all staring out of their cages at us like we were absolutely nutterz, except the cat, of course. He lives in the bathroom. We let him out for the short amount of time we were awake (approximately 1 and 1/2 hours), and then it was back to bed for us all....
Spectacular. I'm not sure how to feel about that, really.. just.. awake...
In other completely uninteresting and unwelcome news, I got back my vacation request sheet. I only have 5 and 1/2 days of vacation time left to assign myself. Granted I've already used part of it for times coming later in the year, like Christmas, Thanksgiving, etc etc... but I don't like the thought of so little time being left for me. I really want to just leave this job and find a new one, but I don't like the thought of just -quitting-, putting in my two weeks and then being in limbo until I get a new job. The job situation around Seattle just doesn't seem as such that I'd be able to do it and find a job quickly enough. bleh..
I've had advice to put myself in with a temp agency, and I guess that could work... but I want to be really particular about my next job. I want it to be something I can enjoy. Obviously, this isn't it, and it's also obvious that I've got a lot of work ahead of me to even get -close- to the kind of job I really want (ie; graphic designer/game designer).... I feel like my life is up in the air. I'm waiting on a million things to happen so the dam can just -break- and set me free to do the things I want to do for myself, and I feel like those things are going to take forever in actually happening. I should really write up a list and prioritize, but it's difficult because I have to coordinate myself with another person who doesn't seem as set on the goals I'm working towards, or in the least doesn't seem to understand why they're as important as I think they are....
I swear I'm ADD... I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 12, but that doctor was a quack.. however, as I go along, I notice more and more things about myself that I know are ADD indicators...
I feel a bit disjointed here, and I have to get back to work... I just wanted to try to get all of those thoughts out.. Questions, comments, suggestions, concerns? Lemme hear em.. I'm always ready for a push in the right direction....