markie

Jun 11, 2010 18:44


...your death will always make me thinking I could have done more to help you and make you feeling you were loved.I've met you a week only in the surreal place that Tokyo is...you were chatty and at the beginning a bit on the defensive.My poor english didn't match with your strong american/texan slang but I immediatly understand if not with the ( Read more... )

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stormygaia June 12 2010, 09:33:59 UTC
yes he was,but he really was living a bad movie )-:

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tibiloo June 11 2010, 18:01:27 UTC
I wish I could have given him some good advice to feel better...

Life is so unfair and so hard sometimes :(

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stormygaia June 12 2010, 09:34:49 UTC
regret is what I feel too.I really can't stop crying from yesterday, this hurt me so much indeed.

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tibiloo June 12 2010, 10:24:22 UTC
I can't stop thinking about him... I even had nightmares this night.
I remember when he was writing he felt like shit on his LJ and I wish I could have tell him better that it's extremely hard being 20 (I felt like him at his age)... but that life wouldn't be always terrible like this... that one day he will start to love himself and life... (but this kind of things are not easy to tell and to hear in internet when you are behind a computer)
well... I feel it's like a huge waste because if he had found some help and people caring for him around him, things would have been different.

21 is not an age to leave... I don't agree when I read "he's now in a better place"... when you are 21, the better place is a better life, not death :(

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puppy52 June 11 2010, 19:00:43 UTC
I am so so sorry Gaia :( *HUGSHUGSHUGS*

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stormygaia June 12 2010, 09:35:03 UTC
thank you dear.

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euro_trash_doll June 12 2010, 11:38:50 UTC
what you wrote was beautiful gaia.
i agree with both you and virginie. too young.
thats so hard.
i never met him but i'd seen him in your photos...and knew of him..
heartbreaking.

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stormygaia June 14 2010, 07:42:07 UTC
Thank you,it has been a weird weekend,with friends and music but with me always with easy tears coming out...)-:

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Re: jhbdv stormygaia June 14 2010, 07:43:31 UTC
Thank you.

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