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Describe yourself using one band and song titles from that bandChoose a band/artist and answer only in song TITLES by that band::Bloc Party Are you male or female::She's Hearing Voices Describe yourself::Tulips How do some people feel about you::Compliments How do you feel about yourself::Storm and Stress Describe your ex girlfriend/boyfriend::Like ( Read more... )

Today I waited for an hour in a cold room with my heaving breasts out and about.  I said in my head, "god, please just let the doctor come in and fix these things so I can go home and sleep," and before I knew it there were 3 Latin doctors poking me harshly and then asking if I was alright. It was horrifying. I was a lab rat. I was a test for pain ( Read more... )

My blood pressure is here there and everywhere. I was thinking of going to the hospital, but I'm seeing my Dr. tomorrow and he can hopefully just tell me what the fuck to do.

Well, the surgery was yesterday. It hurts. God bless the people putting up with me (Brent and my parents). Brent bought me the most beautiful flowers and took care of me all day ( Read more... )

I believe about 8 months ago I posted saying how much I hate Anthony because I sort of had a "thing" with him and then one day I googled him about found a picture of him licking a strippers ass. Well, I googled him again..and this is what I found this time:


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The rest of this month is going to just slip slide away. I'm house sitting for a few days beginning tomorrow and having another surgery on the 15th. I'm a little worried. When I think back, it took me almost 3 months to feel like myself again. I just don't feel like having pain. I hope it all works out this time. I have tried very very hard to just ( Read more... )

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Brent left around 5:45 this morning and for the very life of me I can't go back to sleep. I guess it doesn't really matter, it's just that don't know what to do with myself.

Maybe I will go to the gym--or for a walk.

Wow, a really beautiful Doe is eating blossoms just outside my window. You know, sometimes I don't much mind living out here-- ( Read more... )

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