well... today was... different. yep ( Read more... )

i can't take anymore of this ( Read more... )

my dad's getting off work at 2 untill further notice...

he doesn't realize how much it killed me last week. ho much is it going to kill me this week...

FUCK

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yesterday i printed off 33 pages of poems...

today i printed of 46 more...

i also got my shot today. haha yay!

sorry for being so mean to everyone today... i've been in a pissed off mood for awhile now... i just get so mad... that i break down and cry...

from 3:30 to 11... that's how long it took me to do this damn book report project thing. arg.

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i just got home... and i left at about quarter to 7 so i've been gone for two hours just walking around... and crying, and sitting there... and no one even noticed that i was gone...

i can't take all this yelling...

i can't take not ever getting my chance to talk...

i hate not getting a fucking chance to jump in my fucking leaf pile when i was the one who fucking did all the fucking hard work. not zak. fuck him.

i raked the leaves today... there's a huge pile outside in the front of my house ( Read more... )