If i did what i wanted to right now, i wouldnt be the same person, not to myself or to you, or to anyone else who doesnt know the old me, ive changed, and it will never be the same again
in this time are we loving or do we sit here wondering why this world isnt turning around its now or never
i wish someone would tell me to go die, i would take their advice and take my own life, becuase i am not happy, i always want more and im such a fucking selfish brat and i fucking need to get over my fucking self and fucking die, the whole fucking world would be a whole fucking lot better without a pessemist fucking loser like me