My soul is restless. I've been on the verge of panic and tears all day, but nothing comes. I'm supressing them. And you know what that leads to...
I've been sitting at the computer all afternoon, watching and waiting. How ridiculously pathetic.
I'm always put in this situation. I don't want to be the victim anymore. I just want to be loved. By him

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Okay.
I'm torturing myself.
Dear God, it hurts.
But I don't know what else to do.

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Today I will repeatedly be telling myself that even when things feel like one of those screen savers that are not in any particular order....

Eventually it all has to fall into place.

I just have to have faith.