[Private Email to Fran]

Jul 06, 2009 16:42

Fran

What happened between us at the weekend... while it started as something that was brought about through inebriation, it didn't end that way. I mean... when I woke up yesterday morning, I was feeling the hangover of course, but when I saw you... I never thought I'd made a mistake, or that we'd done something wrong...

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[Email Response] notabunneh July 6 2009, 16:22:03 UTC

It would be so easy to blame everything that happened on the alcohol, but you and I both know that's a lie. What happened yesterday and this morning before I left had nothing to do with that...

This weekend was... I don't know how to describe it. So many memories came rushing back, memories I had tried for years to hide and ignore... I don't think I can do that anymore Balthier.

Name the place and you know I'll be there...

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[Email Response] strahlflyer July 6 2009, 16:38:08 UTC
I think that all the alcohol really did was bring out all that we had been trying to seal away. It does have a habit of loosening inhibitions. Hiding everything we have been can't be helping...

I tried to move on, move away from you, but my heart... it was always yours. Always has been and... it always will be. I can't change that and I... don't want to.

Is that wrong?

There's a park, near the restaurant we went to. Can you meet me there?

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Re: [Email Response] notabunneh July 6 2009, 16:41:36 UTC
No, no it's not wrong...

Balthier, I-I love you, I never stopped loving you from the moment I first told you all those years ago...

I'll be there...

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[Email Response] strahlflyer July 6 2009, 16:50:47 UTC
This is the first time, in a long time, when I've done something for myself rather than to appease other people. Don't get me wrong, I care for Kairi, but she needs a man who isn't a convict...

I never stopped loving you, Fran. Never. Even when I was so upset and so angry at you... there was always love.

I'm already here, sitting on a swing like a moron with all these little kids laughing at me... The only other place we could go is the Clock Tower...

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