"All these scars keep me from seeing clearly
I am broken crying and falling for you
Take this confusion away
Show this new road show me the way past my own strength"

I need a new job, im not making enough money. I dont like where my life is going now. I hope changes can come.
XmarkX

"Everyone who cared."

Other than the updated concerts that I am very excited for, nothing is really going on. Jason is having trouble mackin with KT. I get to work thursday-saturday. Gotta find some time to get my tattoo print done. And the dnd group is going great. Couldn't ask for anything else...
XmarkX

Its un-canceled.
Saturday October 22nd Hell Doors@7pm $12.00 ADV
Black Daliah Murder, Between the Buried and Me, Cephalic Carnage, Into The Moat

oh my god...carl got laid.
Saturday November 12th Heaven Doors@7pm $12.50 ADV
Converge, Darkest Hour, The Red Chord, Municipal Waste, and more!

real update later
XmarkX

"Finding solace in a diseased heart and finding love in acts of desperation.
You're no angel my friend, you're no angel."

My dad apologized, not getting kicked out of house yet, atleast until I get my tattoo. Had a good band practice today. School tomorrow and some dnd, looks good.
XmarkX

"I did this for you, not for your religon, not for your patterns.
I did this for you.
I did this for a man like you."

Im getting out...i dont know where....but im done.
XmarkX

"Do you want to break free?
I don't need a crew, to validate myself.
You're all the same.
Your indentity, fading fast."

Once again, work was ok. Band practice tomorrow. 5 new songs and some recording. After that, ffxi and some homework so it doesnt pile up on me. IDT 2 days.
XmarkX

"God save this gunslinging generation.
"Tell God I will return in the morning."
This Christ you preach I know, but who are you?"

Worked today. My fingers are caloused up like woah. Working tomorrow night, band practice--5 new songs--sunday. Tuesday - It Dies Today & Black Dahlia Murder @ Masq, call if you need a ride. Pistol please.
XmarkX

"i can hear them calling.
i can see them reaching out.
they're speaking my name.
they're pleading with my heart."

Work was supra slow today. Played some mad bass/ffxi. Get to work 9 lovely hours tomorrow. Had another talk with Sydney today. It reminded me of our summer, im ending on that note.
XmarkX

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