looking back

[strangebutloved]

i remember the good times...and thats what makes it hurt so much. looking back over the course of our friendship he hurt me so many times. all i wanted was to be his best friend. but we had two different ideas of what friends should be. to him, its ok to blow your friends off as long as you call when you have absolutely nothing else to do. he said

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u called to say u wanted out.. well i cant say i blame you now

[dying_2_breathe]

he lives for the moment. he's scared so he clings onto those around him, so he will feel comforted. when he is suddenly left abandoned he lashes out at the innocent and gets angry at the ppl he loves, but he never shows his love. he knows and remembers other ppls fears, and uses them agaisnt that person. he will never REALLY realize all the pain he causes other ppl.. cause all he wants is to change those around him to fit his view of the world, cuz apparently he doesnt like wat he sees when he looks at the world now. nobody deserves the treatment he is giving you. ur worth more than u will ever know.. and he will never make u feel as beautiful as u deserve. remember that next time u want to go back. he will never treat u the way u deserve to be treated. i know u may think that sum of the things he does isnt all that bad.. but i know wat ive seen. and u dont deserve any of his shit. if i were u i would walk away.. where ull finally be able to breathe again. im still here for u. love u. bye!! ~burt

Re: u called to say u wanted out.. well i cant say i blame you now

[strangebutloved]

aww...u made me cry. lol, deep down i know i dont deserve all his crap, i just gotta keep reminding myself of that. i talked to hollie and she had a good idea of a way to let go of him. ill tell you about it tomorrow or tonight when i call you. thanx for being there, i really appreciate it. i love you!
<3 ashley <3