(Untitled)

[strangelilgrrl]

I was a bit daft yesterday. It takes me a while to get talking and I always feel safer when my human shield Ian is around. I think I've made a progression though, I am now capable of talking to phil without much inhibition. I'm usually more relaxed at university, the classes are so big that if I stuff up I know I don't have to talk to them again.

Comments

[raraku]

Hey, I guess by Phil you mean me - why would you feel any inhibition talking to me anyway! I'm not that scary!

dont be too stressed, your fine anyway

[skythra]

hai hi

[strangelilgrrl]

I was hurt when you took me off your lj list because I never got an explanation except I talked too much. I was angry before. But um, in light of all the other crap that people have done to me and i've gotten past...you've done nothing. I stopped thinking it mattered sometime this year, I mean, it's just lj and people have their own issues to deal with. I figured it wasn't anything too personal and that if it was meant to be ..it didn't make sense and I wasn't going to worry about it.

Aiden, you're one of the few people I feel comfortable with and I'd love to hang out and stuff. So it's all cool, right? =P

[skythra]

Nah i felt really bad about that mostly due to the fact that i plain out lied to you in your (msn)face because i didnt have a real reason.

You were really cool, but at that time there were too many complications between my friends and i was neglecting the ones i had myself, i kind of pulled back sharp and hurt some friends because i realized i had hurt the one i loved.

I always felt bad about it because you never really deserved that from me.

Its all cool from my side, and you never really did anything bad by me, it was just part of a mistake i made, and im glad you have managed to forgive me. Again sorry, i hope we will be good friends! =]