there are some moments when i feel like i have nothing.
material.
and i try not to let it get me down.
but it does.
poo.

ever get that feeling ( Read more... )

im so confused.

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OH WhAT A BEAUTIFUL MORNIN'!

im excited for today.

vp
Dance
dialects
Character Work
Will's movie
ANTM

lovely.

i can't focus.

i don't understand.
why am i having panic attacks

i've had like.. 3 in the past month...

this shit im taking is supposed to CURE ME!

arg.

panic attacks suck. (it's hard to type my livejournalupdate)

garrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

ps on ANTM North Dakota is rockin' it OUT!

Sometimes I think about all of the great playwrights and authors and what they have accomplished and how they got there and I look at my life and see that they were on a slightly more progressive track than I am. Not that I want to be an author or a great playwright. We were talking about Beckett today in Modern Irish Drama and It dawned on me ( Read more... )

I used to think that online communication was fantastic,
because you could say things online to a person or to a group of people that you couldn't or wouldn't say to their face.

i realize that while that may still be true. I'd rather say the things that I say when i am with people... and persons.

i want to go some place i've never thought of ( Read more... )

so i am sick.. probably the first time in a year. which is kind of sweet because i used to always get sick. so yeah. i am sick ( Read more... )