Sexuality Meme
Sexuality Headcanon Meme
The Easy Part
What is your…
1. Name: Drocell Keinz
2. Age: Approximately 28; 23 physically
3. Sex: Male
4. Gender Identity: Male
5. Sexual Orientation: Asexual (practicing homosexual for his Master and others); closet and severely uncomfortable homosexual when human
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it? Failure-almost-sex with a female prostitute happened first, technically, but he didn't really get it up and just. Yeah. Drocell lost it for real to Ash Landers when he was about eighteen-years-old. It was rape and-his everything hurt. His soul was unwound and reviewed. Not a good experience and it left him bound to a 'man' he despised for the rest of his natural (and after)life.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity? Drocell is extremely sexually active-particularly in DV, but even as a doll in London. However, most of that activity was with his Master. He doesn't care much one way or another if his body is used for such things, though it can touch his soul as well if it's with Ash Landers and-in that case-he supposes he enjoys it (whether or not it almost destroys him every time).
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what? Drocell does not masturbate. Ever. He wouldn't see the point. Maybe rarely-once a month?-as a human and to the tune of a favorite song or to the thought of his own craftsmanship.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof? No strong feelings about promiscuity. And he's a total slut in DV-one of the top bicycles. Ideally? He'd get around even more since-uh. That makes the moneys. Thus his job as a hooker.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how? Nope and probs no. But he's a doll-not exactly worried.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex? No to both.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance? Drocell is rather good in bed and doesn't have any great opinion on it though he's aware he's physically attractive. Through time spent with Ash as a human and a doll he's pretty-erm. Suited to the task by now. He wants his partner to enjoy the act, but he's never striken with the thought, 'Gee, I kinda know what I’m doing here.'
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner? Do you consider yourself attractive? Drocell has a thing for powerful men (and other beings). Eyes are a pretty fucking big deal to him-they have to be gorgeous. Have to glow or have a unique color or express unfathomable sorrow. And yes, Drocell is aware that he looks pretty swell, as stated.
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why? Do you consider your personality attractive? Drocell has a thing for the overbearing sorts-the very aggressive. He's also prone to magnetically following after those who have gone through a great amount of pain. He likes perseverance but also the overwhelmed. He thinks his personality suits him, but doesn't consider it much positively or negatively.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all? Drocell, in a sexual relationship, is almost always submissive. He has a subservient personality-he does not give orders unless he's told to first or he sees a supreme need for it. Due to what he's used to, he mostly bottoms and considers that what he's to be used for, but he could top easily if his partner wanted it. No preference, exactly-just things he knows to be true of himself.
He's a servant. He knows how to spread 'em.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex? Drocell cares a great deal about what his partner wants during moments of intimacy and is prone to giving them whatever they need to get off. The emotional/romantic connect doesn't mean a thing to him unless it's with his Master (or maybe the other members of OT3)-in which case it does heighten the experience, but is not at all necessary.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them? Super, super kinky, because Ash Landers told him to be. Major kinks include s&m (as the slave/doll/butler), sadomasochism, being on someone's lap (for him this is a kink), aaand being undressed or clothed by his partner.
18. What turns you off? Why? Drocell and softsex don't go very well together because of his fried nerve-endings-he doesn't feel much if it isn't rough and he doesn't approve entirely of not getting off during the act. He also doesn't like someone who is too cocksure, but this is entirely arbitrary. Also people too much like him. Also vagabonds.
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you. No fantasy life. He lives a fantasy.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally? Drocell never exactly had an 'awakening' as a human. One day he woke up after a dream he couldn't remember-hard-and he jerked off. Then Ash Landers sort of forced sexuality upon him when they met. One could say the first thing that aroused him was the unknown and one could say-emotionally? He's always been a bit fucked.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again? As a man, Drocell was ashamed of being-pretty obviously-gay as gay could be. He'd kept it to himself and, after he got involved with Ash, hated himself for ever thinking of the angel. He did it again and again, but it ruined his pride and left him cold to the possibility of a healthy relationship.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you? He has touched little girls while they were knocked out-all over-but it was never sexual in nature (but because of their age, it would still be considered-yeah). Drocell has been a victim of several instances of rape (a couple even in DV). It affected him as a human by making him more and more withdrawn and full of self-hate which only made Ash Landers want to 'purge' him more. It affects him as a doll very little… he's maybe bothered for a moment, and then he isn't human, and then he moves on.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why? Completely open. Everyone knows everything the moment they ask him.
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from? Drocell, as he is today, is completely without morals and finds sex as a means to an end (whether it's for currency, pleasing his Master, or physical sensation). He has no reservations.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why? Drocell isn't sure. He'll go ask Ash.
The Easy Part
What is your…
1. Name: Drocell Keinz
2. Age: Approximately 28; 23 physically
3. Sex: Male
4. Gender Identity: Male
5. Sexual Orientation: Asexual (practicing homosexual for his Master and others); closet and severely uncomfortable homosexual when human
The Functional Part
6. Let’s talk virginity. Have you lost yours? If yes, how was the experience? If no, how do you feel about it? Failure-almost-sex with a female prostitute happened first, technically, but he didn't really get it up and just. Yeah. Drocell lost it for real to Ash Landers when he was about eighteen-years-old. It was rape and-his everything hurt. His soul was unwound and reviewed. Not a good experience and it left him bound to a 'man' he despised for the rest of his natural (and after)life.
7. Are you sexually active? How much so? Are you comfortable with your level of sexual activity? Drocell is extremely sexually active-particularly in DV, but even as a doll in London. However, most of that activity was with his Master. He doesn't care much one way or another if his body is used for such things, though it can touch his soul as well if it's with Ash Landers and-in that case-he supposes he enjoys it (whether or not it almost destroys him every time).
8. Do you masturbate? How often and, if applicable, to what? Drocell does not masturbate. Ever. He wouldn't see the point. Maybe rarely-once a month?-as a human and to the tune of a favorite song or to the thought of his own craftsmanship.
9. Promiscuity: How many sexual partners have you had? Ideally, would you get around more/less if you could? Do you have strong feelings about others’ promiscuity/lack thereof? No strong feelings about promiscuity. And he's a total slut in DV-one of the top bicycles. Ideally? He'd get around even more since-uh. That makes the moneys. Thus his job as a hooker.
10. Safe sex: Do you practice it? Do you know how? Nope and probs no. But he's a doll-not exactly worried.
11. Do you now have or have you ever had an STD? Have you ever gotten or gotten someone else pregnant? If yes to either, how did this affect you? How anxious do these risks make you about sex? No to both.
12. Let’s be frank: How good are you in bed? How good do you think you are? How comfortable are you with your sexual performance? Drocell is rather good in bed and doesn't have any great opinion on it though he's aware he's physically attractive. Through time spent with Ash as a human and a doll he's pretty-erm. Suited to the task by now. He wants his partner to enjoy the act, but he's never striken with the thought, 'Gee, I kinda know what I’m doing here.'
The Fantasy Part
13. Physically speaking, what do you find attractive in a potential sex partner? Do you consider yourself attractive? Drocell has a thing for powerful men (and other beings). Eyes are a pretty fucking big deal to him-they have to be gorgeous. Have to glow or have a unique color or express unfathomable sorrow. And yes, Drocell is aware that he looks pretty swell, as stated.
14. What about mentally/emotionally? What kind of attitude or personality turns you on? Why? Do you consider your personality attractive? Drocell has a thing for the overbearing sorts-the very aggressive. He's also prone to magnetically following after those who have gone through a great amount of pain. He likes perseverance but also the overwhelmed. He thinks his personality suits him, but doesn't consider it much positively or negatively.
15. Do you prefer to be on the top or the bottom or neither? Are you generally dominant, submissive, or neither? How does this relate to your personality out of bed, if at all? Drocell, in a sexual relationship, is almost always submissive. He has a subservient personality-he does not give orders unless he's told to first or he sees a supreme need for it. Due to what he's used to, he mostly bottoms and considers that what he's to be used for, but he could top easily if his partner wanted it. No preference, exactly-just things he knows to be true of himself.
He's a servant. He knows how to spread 'em.
16. How important is your partner’s satisfaction to you and why? Are you needy/demanding/giving/etc.? Is romance or emotional connection important to you in sex? Drocell cares a great deal about what his partner wants during moments of intimacy and is prone to giving them whatever they need to get off. The emotional/romantic connect doesn't mean a thing to him unless it's with his Master (or maybe the other members of OT3)-in which case it does heighten the experience, but is not at all necessary.
17. Are you vanilla or kinky? If the former, how comfortable with/aware of non-vanilla sex are you? If the latter, what are your major kinks? How did you discover them, and how do you feel about them? Super, super kinky, because Ash Landers told him to be. Major kinks include s&m (as the slave/doll/butler), sadomasochism, being on someone's lap (for him this is a kink), aaand being undressed or clothed by his partner.
18. What turns you off? Why? Drocell and softsex don't go very well together because of his fried nerve-endings-he doesn't feel much if it isn't rough and he doesn't approve entirely of not getting off during the act. He also doesn't like someone who is too cocksure, but this is entirely arbitrary. Also people too much like him. Also vagabonds.
19. How active is your fantasy life? How often/how vividly do you fantasize about sex? Describe a fantasy situation for you. No fantasy life. He lives a fantasy.
Some Gritty Details Part
20. Talk about your sexual awakening. How old were you when it happened? Who/what was the first thing that aroused you? How did it affect you emotionally? Drocell never exactly had an 'awakening' as a human. One day he woke up after a dream he couldn't remember-hard-and he jerked off. Then Ash Landers sort of forced sexuality upon him when they met. One could say the first thing that aroused him was the unknown and one could say-emotionally? He's always been a bit fucked.
21. Have you ever done/fantasized about anything sexually that you’re earnestly ashamed of? What was it? Would you do it again? As a man, Drocell was ashamed of being-pretty obviously-gay as gay could be. He'd kept it to himself and, after he got involved with Ash, hated himself for ever thinking of the angel. He did it again and again, but it ruined his pride and left him cold to the possibility of a healthy relationship.
22. Have you ever committed a sex crime? Have you ever been the victim of one? In either case, if yes, how did this affect you? He has touched little girls while they were knocked out-all over-but it was never sexual in nature (but because of their age, it would still be considered-yeah). Drocell has been a victim of several instances of rape (a couple even in DV). It affected him as a human by making him more and more withdrawn and full of self-hate which only made Ash Landers want to 'purge' him more. It affects him as a doll very little… he's maybe bothered for a moment, and then he isn't human, and then he moves on.
23. Is there anything about your sex life or sexual preferences that you would never tell anyone? How sexually open/repressed are you in general? Why? Completely open. Everyone knows everything the moment they ask him.
24. How do you feel about sex, morally speaking? Beyond the basics, are there any sexual areas - homosexuality, prostitution, whatever - that you have strong, moral reactions to? Where do those come from? Drocell, as he is today, is completely without morals and finds sex as a means to an end (whether it's for currency, pleasing his Master, or physical sensation). He has no reservations.
25. If you could change one thing about your sex life, would you, what would it be, and why? Drocell isn't sure. He'll go ask Ash.