i woke up at 7 o'clock this morning, i havn't been up that early in a REALLY REALLY long time! damnn at first it sucked bc i had to go outside and it was freezing...and when i first woke up i was really pissed bc i actually slept well last night,probably bc of the anti-biotic i took for my cold.but then i didn't really mind being up that early, it ( Read more... )

i hate missing him, i feel like i'm going to vomit when i do miss him..my stomach starts hurting real bad...and so does my heart,like literally..weird huh? ughh love sucksss man..i dont ever want to fall in love again..i dont care if i dont ever love anyone again..he is who i wanted to spend the rest of my life with,when had even made plans..and ( Read more... )

i'm going to snap.on the next fucking person that pisses me off. katie and asa need to fuck off. and go live their fucked up lives together since their both fuck ups...and shes dumb as hell.

i miss him. god fucking damnit

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i got in a bad car wreck yesterday,it wasn't my fault, someone plowed into me..my neck and back is fucked up real bad..oh well, that was just one more thing to keep my life a living hell. yeehaw. anyways on March 16 at tremont im going to see bleeding through, every time i die,  between the buried and me, and haste the day...theres something good ( Read more... )

so i hope everyone had a good new years!! I GOT PLASTERED WITH DIANA!! new years resolution: dont drink anymore till summer,dont smoke pot, and get in shape!!! ok heres the pictures!


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i got

• cool new ring
• 20 gift certificate for Target
• 5$ gift certificate for STARBUCKS
• 2 new belly button rings
• black lacy tights

how does someone just stop loving you all of a sudden? is that even possiable? asa and i were doing great like 3 weeks ago...we were so in love,and then all of a sudden we break up bc i got pissed and slapped him..and now he just doesn't love me anymore...all i know is that no matter what happens i will always love him,and be there for him..

this is all my fault..i pushed him away..i lost him..hes gone