why do I feel like everything is falling apart?

[strawberritoxic]

all my walls are going up again, I feel like I'm stressing over nothing, I want nothing more than to be alone during my break, yet I want my girlfriend here. fuck that situation. ugh. we've been together three an a half months, and I've never been more happy in my life. I was suppose to go see her for Christmas, but her dad wouldn't allow it, and

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[soul_searcher_4]

I know how this feels- I was in this position 2 years ago. I couldnt wait to see the girl I was in a long distance relationship with, after 6 months of being together. Hang in there, youll see her in the end and it will be worth the wait =)

[strawberritoxic]

I know she will be worth the wait, but there is that tiny piece of impatience. For me, it's just I feel so much, and I have to keep it all in because she isn't here. It's hard to keep it all contained sometimes. She makes me extremely happy, and I just want to share everything with her.

[strawberritoxic]

Knowing she is feeling the same thing, and we want the same thing so badly, makes it easier to focus on that last sentence. She told me that last night when we talked about having to wait to see each other. I just need to learn to have a little more patience, that's all it is.