and then theres eric?
hm...

i dont want to do any thing now but school , drugs and not eat ... atleast maybe that way ill be skinny and someone will actually like me some day . ...

im never fucking anyone again without them being my boyfriend first
:(

i must be insane , to keep doing the things i do , trusting men and expecting some different outcome. like fucking happiness ( Read more... )

hmm life ........ ive been not taking it as seriously as i am suppose to be ( Read more... )

"Nothing has any meaning independent of context ( Read more... )

im really beginning to hate being straight. Why ? you ask , because boys suck. No but on a higher level of intelligence im finding my self wanting to push away the bulky creatures for good . I havent found a decent one in a good while and perhaps i will find happiness in the other 50% of the population . Who knows? I know i need to love myself ( Read more... )

Someone I Once Knew Lyrics ( Read more... )

omg i smoked salvia for the first time and ......... i no longer existed ( Read more... )

so the second time around , i press charges ( Read more... )

i got a tattoo , my flesh is no longer virgin to the needle . Its on the back of my neck , two chinese symbols ( everyone has been ragging me about it but hey i like it). The pain was quite tolerable and as soon as i get a decent picture of it i will post. I tried to capture one with my camera phone but atlas i am not that talented. I kept getting ( Read more... )