So whats to come in this month? Im not sure. I just hope that nothing gets as bad as it has been. Tomorrow morning at around 8am will be one year since I last saw Laurie. Apparently she did die somewhere after dark on March 2nd. She wanted to wait until it was dark. I guess that makes sense. Must have been cold ( Read more... )

Yeah, I know its not Christmas. Nor any other happy holiday. Its my sad time. As March SOON approaches, faster then I can believe I dread EVERY minute of it. I see things happening around me that keep reminding me of what is to come. I anticapte it. I can almost taste the tears as they stream down my face and past my lips. I know something is ( Read more... )

So I was sitting here thinking, what is it that I havent done in a LONG time, since my computer got the virus? Oh update my journal. Its been intresting. I am happy with things. I have a loving boyfriend and things with the family are going ok but then here I am in January again. The days are FLYING by. Im not sure what to think. I only have ( Read more... )

i cant remember a holiday where we didnt fight? Why must it always be like that? Why must she always find issue with everything on the holidays. If she doesnt have something to bitch about shes not happy. It was a good day. Good family time and everything then her stupid mind has to start thinking. And its not even happy. We are doing a ( Read more... )

my horoscope on my first day back to work...
Unexpected obstacles -- the kind that seem to come out of nowhere -- will be everywhere, but don't be irritated. The Universe occasionally forces us to sit still every now and then, even when we really don't want to.
wish me luck

Ahh this seems like a good point ( Read more... )

As I was processing the events of the weekend I came across this ( Read more... )

SO as not to complain or say that I didnt have the best time, which I did...there were a few points that stand out in my mind. First my bride to be friend Judi was BLITZED. Like before making it to Pheasant run...That kinda sucks. Shes missed ALL the good stuff. The stuff that Katie and I planned. The money we spent...BUt instead of worrying ( Read more... )

or atleats mine...

my horoscope today...

You're in the mood for peace and quiet. Period. That doesn't mean you'll insist on being completely alone to have it, but you will insist on keeping your guest list to a minimum -- say, a party of two?

Dear Jennifer,
Here is your horoscope
for Monday, October 10:

Remember the Wizard of Oz? A Glinda-like ally has waved her wand and pointed you toward the yellow-brick road -- away from the clutches of the wicked witch, or whoever is standing in for her at the moment. Relax. The tide has turned.