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i need a new journal but im not gunna even waste my time making one and doing all the shit for it.. whatever havent written in a while it seems.  well school started, been out alot, chilling wit people..met this guy, andrew..were going out have been since..the 9th, he makes me really happy. but lately we fight alot, but that always happens in the ( Read more... )

the summer went by quick, some awesome things went down some very shitty. whatever life will go on. went to bernards today, smoked alot. chilled. came home people came here, got drunk. oh so drunk..i love screwdrivers. i was gunna go the show tonight but didnt wanna, wantd to party at my house and get drunk. 2 more days till school.. this sucks so ( Read more... )

when we were together
we never turned our back on eachother
but now that were seperated
we can't stand one another

last night was just totally messed up, the begining was great.. the ending just sucked. im not retelling it if u were there u know what happend. and yet again this is all my fault somehow. my SUPPOSED best friend fucking rateed me out, backstabber. i didnt do shit everything was fucking perfect we were all having a fucing good time and u know it ( Read more... )

( bistate wit kimee and bernard then yesterday playing with the ouija board <3 )

yesterday met kimee and trista at the park,  had a long conversation about life and how im gunna change and be a happier person,. im not gunna cry over him anymore.  im moving on.  and im gunna be better... a better person, oh yeaah <3333 i love  trista and kimee soooooooo much <3 god i dont know what the hell i would do without them.  their the ( Read more... )

( closter like 2 weeks ago,  and drunk later on that night <33 awesome night )

everything has been going good,  now its just going back to shit.  i dont know what to think about anything anymore.  i did something tonight i shouldnt have done to myself. oh well.  not like it will matter tomorrow.  i really need a cigarette.  and i need to know whats going on with everyone.  life could be just so perfect but then everything has ( Read more... )

trista picked me up, went to kimees. got stuff. went to bistate, chilled wit tyler, bernard, ronan all them.  smoked. chilled more wit kimee and trsta, walked to murpheys house then all the way back to bistate. i still wanna freaking go swimming. losers. smoked more, got drinks.  kimees mom came and got us, home now.  pics frum yesterday wit kimee ( Read more... )