Wow.. I just went back and read like my first entries- about the anaorexia thing...Jeez I sound retarded haha! I'm not like that anymore.. that started 2 years ago and I worked really hard to get over that, and now I am over it.. So yeah I still diet some..Like i dont eat much meat or dessert- but its alrite b/c im eating. So if you read that ( Read more... )

baah I woke up today sicker than before. jesus! Maybe I'm getting sicker cuz I dont eat..Cuz when i eat i feel sicker.. haha wow its like a cycle ( Read more... )

Yeah I stayed home from school today b/c Im pretty sick and I didnt feel like goin...When I woke up I felt sicker...I think I might have an ear infection..Are those things contagious? b/c my dad had one last week and now my right ear hurts. Thats no good!

ahh I seriously hate living here. I'm so tired and stuff and theyre still making me do a bunch of chores. I dont even get paid for anything... i have to do all the dishes, clean the bathrooms, vacuum the floors, do the ((mine and my brothers)) laundry and dust. ((and clean my room))..this is retarded.

yeah Im kinda sad about that ( Read more... )

ahh lookie guys!
I have a LAYOUT! whooohooo!!
yes and the best part is... I read all the stuff and did it myself.. yeah it mite not be the greatest. but i looooove it :-)

..and yes.. i know i said i was gunna get off and go to bed..well i lied. i did a layout. party on.

First tournament tomorrow!...
gotta wake up at 6 so I can be in Troy at 8..
yuck ):

o well good luck to us (:

I think my cousin went back into being schiztophrenic ((sp??))...my mom was gone after school today til 9.. and i heard her telling my dad something about roy and his dad.. So i think somethings wrong..Cuz now shes on the phone w/ Roy's brother ((other cousin)), and theyre talking about medications and something about seeing the light..
i hope hes

Wow.total randomness...Jim, Josh and Eric just like showed up at the door about half an hour ago, they made me come outside in the ((FRRRREEEEEEEEZING)) cold...They wanted me to come to the movies but im too tired..Jim was like all over me.. like he had his hand in my front sweatshirt pocket ((like he was huggin me..)) and he was carrying me.. jeez ( Read more... )

OOhhh man. im in the biggest fight w/ jim right now.. like i'm typing this i keep clickin IMs to talk to him ( Read more... )