it's hard to stay positive when I feel like every time I get close to making progress someone comes to kick my head in again.
It also doesn't help that everyone who is really close to me who says I should ask them for help when I need it doesn't have time for me when I am struggling. It's not like I ask often...I prefer to handle things myself until they get massive...I never wanted pity or that kind of attention. But when the end of the rope was...back there...no one who should seems to have time to catch me...and I have yet to learn to fly.
Maybe, my schedule looks kinda packed for now though...I donno.
Wouldn't mind playing sometime soon...the intimidator want to scream death again....it's been on the sidelines too long..and the cocker is giving me headaches still....it needs some "bench time"
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Hang in there bud - things will improve with time. Just try to stay positive.
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It also doesn't help that everyone who is really close to me who says I should ask them for help when I need it doesn't have time for me when I am struggling. It's not like I ask often...I prefer to handle things myself until they get massive...I never wanted pity or that kind of attention. But when the end of the rope was...back there...no one who should seems to have time to catch me...and I have yet to learn to fly.
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Wouldn't mind playing sometime soon...the intimidator want to scream death again....it's been on the sidelines too long..and the cocker is giving me headaches still....it needs some "bench time"
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Been wake'n up many a morning sick to my stomach with worry.
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maybe then we'll feel better.
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Pick a date.
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