its not meant to be.
but we pray.

id give it all.
an never ask for anything.

but its not meant to be.

some feelings never change.

and maybe its jus part of my genetics.

maybe im supposed to always think this way.

or maybe something is wrong with me.

regardless. i wish i could figure it out. end it.

i hold it in. which it prolly stupid.

its stuck in my head that it will be this way forever. so im trying to prepare.

im starting to think im lonely and sad...

i dont show it.
i dont no why i am.
i said i wouldnt be this way.

but its a fact. i am starting to feel that way.

he's a clever man that hates this town, but he wont ever leave ( Read more... )

well today..was one of those days ( Read more... )

i really want a new band...badly

its valentines day...im single...im glad...

i dont have to buy shit an do lame things.....

maybe i dont care for love....

lust is a different story tho....

ugh i hate drama, i hate shit, and today was surrounded with it....

friend had drama, i had drama

fuck drama...why cant people just drop bullshit an leave it alone...

on another note, i beat dave in madden 06

im bout to get grimey in life...

i think its time to suck it up an just go to school...stop complaining bout things an live...

complaingin does nuthin but make you more unhappy..

so guess what...

im sexy

sittin in ur room with no one to talk to or nothin to makes u think about alot of stuff ( Read more... )