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I keep having dreams about mary, and its quite unnerving, because i know she'll never speak to me again.
I've really tried, I feel really hopeless.
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What a day!!! Between patients needing to be transferred with lifts, patients losing their minds and some on the verge of dying, one of my patients passed away. Naturally I wasn't there when it happened. I was on the floor but not in his room. Some other patient pulled out his Foley catheter, two or three were admitted to the floor... I kind if ( Read more... ) -
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i definitely cried about Mary last night.
more dreams happened... even during my nap yesterday afternoon!!!! it's befuddling me -
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While I've been painting, the only thing on my mind is Mary, and how much she aggravates me. Obviously I still wish we were friends but there are things that are coming into perspective that really annoy me. Firstly that she's on my mind so much. Secondly the way she's avoiding me, like it's going to make me feel better or ease the pain. ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday afternoon I went to a 'Lunch and Learn' hosted by the Advisory Council on the Status of Women in Moncton. The speaker was Dr. Deborah Doherty her topic was "Loving her to Death", which was one of three topics. The other topics were "Caring for her to death" and "Scaring her to death" which really all relate to each other. Her goal is to ( Read more... ) -
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so tired... must keep strong and finish this ONE more night. I can't wait to be out of there! I want to be home and crawl into my own bed!!! I'm sick of Woodstock. I love the hospital and staff, but I don't love anything else about here. It's time this ended! I'm exhausted and probably not very rational at the moment... so better leave things ( Read more... ) -
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As the days were getting closer and closer to my birthday, I wasn't feeling the excitement I normally would. No counting down days, no hint dropping about what I'd like, no constant reminders. I was pretty much apathetic about it all... I thought that maybe that was the reason I wasn't so excited, but then it hit me. It's the feeling of being ( Read more... ) -
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Izaak's Space Chanel has a wonderful add right now to promote their network. The reason I say this is because they have different clips of shows and one in particular is from Star Wars and every time I say I'll try I think of it:
"Do or Do NOT, there is no Try!"
I love it!
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Random and Unfocused as the need to blog is delayed
It had been a year since I went to a funeral, and I was hoping it would be a little while longer until I had to again. But unfortunately a relative of mine passed away almost a year to the week of my cousin, last year ( Read more... )
