Karate, ect.

[streetartist42]

I have smelly clear liquid stuff all over my pants and I still have to go help the Girl Scouts before I can change, I still feel humiliated in AP Econ, in second hour I had to take a test that I was unprepared for because of my absence, and I am itchy from the mosquito bites I obtained sitting outside alone during lunch. Not to be emo, but I just

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[swordgemini]

Don't feel bad about Econ....hardly anyone passes the test. Just aim at passing the class and go for passing the AP on Government as you only need a Gov or Econ in college unless you're doing something in politics or economics... Don't feel bad about the karate... A lot of people need help with that and don't start off doing good. I myself have been tae kwon do/aikido mixture, and it's taking a toll on me too. My asthma is a bitch and a half, but the breathing exercises they teach helps. You should try breathing in deep breaths, and exhaling at the end of each move. It helps a bit. I know how you feel about one person being your support system, but you've got to branch it out hun. If something happens and he's lost to you, you will crash and burn hard and fast. It won't be fun--that's something I promise. You should definently get away from things down south and take a break for a little while. If you need a place to crash you're more than welcome up here. Sorry I can't help you...

[swordgemini]

Oh, and an idea for your painting.....why don't you try just painting a small protion at a time so that is shows all of your feelings as you work through it over a period of time? Just do whatever you think you should at the time and stop when you want to. When ou're through with the painting you'll know...

[streetartist42]

sorry you can't help me -rolls eyes- as if all that love and compassion you're showing is complete lost on me. i am not so much worried about econ the class, i am taking ap world next semester anyway and after ap american i am all set on histories for bright futures (which is the only thing that matters anymore.) i hate mrs. searcy for making mecome in at 6:30 because i was sick. i hate her grading system for making everyone stress. i hate my class for laughing at my coughing to the point where even the etacher bitch felt the need to mention it and i hate the class more for getting fed up with using my coughing as a bit and yelling at me to stop it when i obviously couldn't. i cough weird, but they made me feel almost ashamed about it. i mean i think coughing like a japanese school girl (as abby put it,) is cute. thanks for the karate advice, it is mostly me being a pansy and just being tired of seeming to screw everything up. i need to just pick up my inhaler before saturday and suck it up. when i see you next i can even show you

[swordgemini]

oh and that is how i normally do my paintings actually. ^_^* i just at some point would like to do something less...disjointed. you should see what i ahve done so far though they're wild. @_@ -needs a deviantart at some point- >_> andtony still needs to hang up the piece i gave him -cough cough- *^_^*