today while i was at work i noticed that i had a missed call on my mobile phone. it is unusual for anyone to call me earlier than 10am... i checked the number... and got excited. inside my head i was chanting "it's that job... the equine job!!! nooo... it can't be... another job interview, thats it..." i discreetly tucked my phone into my pocket ( Read more... )

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i'm kinda bummed out. it's been a long year since i got out of college. blah blah blah *insert same long rant about wanting a new job and somewhere to live, etc.* this whole dispair about this has really killed my writing urge and left me without many interesting things to write about. i think also i get a lot of the things i would have once ( Read more... )

i sort of feel bad about abandoning my livejournal. it just seems that i haven't had much to say that i haven't already... i am still stuck in the same dead end job, still without a place to live or money... still ready to move on to bigger and better things ( Read more... )

Josh - O: i dont flush after i poo
Josh - O: i leave it
Josh - O: it's cool
Josh - O: makes the house smell good man
Josh - O: i mean....who doesnt like to smell poop?
Josh - O: i dont know anyone who doesnt

i had planned to NOT be at home for new years eve... i was going to spend the earlier part of the day with amanda and heather in lexington and the evening at bee's house... but i'm sick as hell. i have the avian flu or something. so... as i have done almost every year... i'm spending new years eve all by myself. at least this time i know my ( Read more... )

christmas ( Read more... )

1. i head the smashing pumpkins song "christmastime" this morning. i want to hear it again because it evoked such a wide range of emotions for me. i felt at once sadness and warmth and nostalgia. i miss the pumpkins so ( Read more... )

it seems it's been quite a long time since i've updated... but livejournal has felt empty to me lately... it seems that no one ever reads it, so why should i update it? i've been using myspace more (though nothing is going on with that, either... except that i've deleted a lot of people lately)... but LJ is still my home online ( Read more... )

it is a beautiful day outside, unseasonably nice. i know this because i am not at work! and i didn't have to go bungee jumping or snowboarding or anything to go and hurt myself. i pulled or tore a tendon in my left knee by... prepare yourself... crossing my legs. knees have been sore lately so i think it's something i've been building up to ( Read more... )