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So. In the past months, my life has been made of CHANGE. And change is not a bad thing. I guess? But it's hard to be convinced of it, until you can look back at how things used to be, and how much they have improved. Hindsight, right? Yeah, I don't have that yet.
It's been an anxiety-inducing time, it's all I can say. And, as a result, I've been hiding in my corner, trying to handle things as best I could, poking my head out, every now and then, for a little bit of fannish rejoicing. I miss the good old LJ days when it was all about the squee, and the icon-making, and the squee, and the... squee? *sigh*
I didn't think I had withdrawn from fandom that much, until I looked back at my entries and realized that I... hadn't posted in ages. Did time just pass by faster than usual or was I quiet for too long? /rhethorical
Anyway, so. I'm... still reading my flist, not commenting much (*points to withdrawal explanation above*), still playing music, not reading fanfic°, still lusting after Callum, still NOT playing golf, still smoking, although I'm starting to think about maybe, possibly, trying to quit. Problem is, I don't have a good reason to do it. *handwaves the health argument, it never worked before*
°except for a certain RPS fic that I can't acknowledge I'm reading, because we all know that I DON'T READ RPS. *cough* *shakes fist at c and china*
Ok, so. Enough of my depressing ramblings. Let's do something fun... a poll!
Poll
Also? I like this icon. Ray is totally checking out Fraser's ass.
It's been an anxiety-inducing time, it's all I can say. And, as a result, I've been hiding in my corner, trying to handle things as best I could, poking my head out, every now and then, for a little bit of fannish rejoicing. I miss the good old LJ days when it was all about the squee, and the icon-making, and the squee, and the... squee? *sigh*
I didn't think I had withdrawn from fandom that much, until I looked back at my entries and realized that I... hadn't posted in ages. Did time just pass by faster than usual or was I quiet for too long? /rhethorical
Anyway, so. I'm... still reading my flist, not commenting much (*points to withdrawal explanation above*), still playing music, not reading fanfic°, still lusting after Callum, still NOT playing golf, still smoking, although I'm starting to think about maybe, possibly, trying to quit. Problem is, I don't have a good reason to do it. *handwaves the health argument, it never worked before*
°except for a certain RPS fic that I can't acknowledge I'm reading, because we all know that I DON'T READ RPS. *cough* *shakes fist at c and china*
Ok, so. Enough of my depressing ramblings. Let's do something fun... a poll!
Poll
Also? I like this icon. Ray is totally checking out Fraser's ass.