Comments | streettitan05: Life couldnt get any better.

streettitan05

Life couldnt get any better.

Dec 13, 2006 19:04

I go into home depot tonite to say im sorry to my ex of what has happened,I go in there and shes busy fair enough so i left and waited in the parking lot for her, since shes gettin off at 5pm. Next thing i know i watch the LP guy starin at me and 10 mins later i have 3 cops pull into the parking lot, so im like something doesnt feel right.so as i ( Read more... )

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daretobenaive December 14 2006, 01:11:43 UTC

You left out the part about threatening me while I was at work, calling me a cunt and a bitch, telling me that you hoped something bad happened to me, and telling me "fuck you." I didn't call the sheriff until I saw you in the parking lot when you kept moving your truck, and the security guy saw you walking around my car... I told the sheriff that I don't want anything to happen to your job, and you know that I would do anything to prevent that. Whatever it takes to fix your job I will do. You mean everything to me, and I really want for you to succeed... as long as you promise to not pull me over when you get on the road just because you hate me. (Joking... kinda.) You really scared me today, and I think you were trying to. That's not you, and you knew better than to do that after the other things I've been through ( ... )

daretobenaive December 14 2006, 01:26:46 UTC

And I trusted you, I wanted you to be my life. I couldn't wait until March 2nd, 2008. I wanted to be with you forever. I would have been happy in the middle of nowhere with nothing more than a shoe to live in so long as I could still bake you cupcakes with hearts on them. I hate you for ruining our life. I hate that you didn't want me. I hate that you didn't feel guilty enough when you were in the movie with her that you call me crying for being so stupid. I hate you for not giving me your last name. I hate you for screwing everything up. But more than anything, I hate myself for not being the only thing that you wanted; the only thing that you needed. I hate myself for believing that I ever meant anything to you.

streettitan05 December 14 2006, 21:06:38 UTC

you do mean everything to me, dont hate urself for any of that. its not ur fault, its all my fault i left a window open.U kno we mean everything to each other.I did want you and i still do and i wish this all never happened.i knew myspace would cause problems and i let it happen.the best pic of us i think was when we were at west palm beach,everytime i see that pic it makes me smile and i just stare at ur eyes and smile, u are everything to me.what can i do with a milf...nothing a 6buck an hr job anint support a house and everything else will it?nope, thats not for me.Im sorry that i let her get into our relationship and our problems.i kno i disapointed everyone including u and ur family,myself but most of all my mom, she was so excited when i told her about the near future and u kno what shes right"shes a sweet girl and u will never find anyone else like that"this just cost me my lifetime of regrets.

streettitan05 December 14 2006, 20:59:12 UTC

im sorry for all that,i called ur family to talk to them. since i have no one to talk, i dont know if u havent noticed but my mom is the only family member here part from my brother which wouldnt understand anything that we've gone through. ill leave u alone and ur have a better life now, i wish my family would stick together also, but im with the many in this country that have a broken home.

Miss me baby. daretobenaive December 14 2006, 12:39:49 UTC

This keeps irritating me... so here I go again. I'm not too certain that you were coming in to "apologize" I mean seriously you had just gotten off the phone telling me that you would cause damage in my life to equal your phone bill. And even if you were coming to apologize what would you have been apologizing for? You aren't sorry for anything other than the fact that you were caught. And give me a break, you were crying and had chest pains? You saw how upset I was. Don't you even care at all about my feelings? Yeah... enough to call your tramp off the side lines the very day that it ended for good (Tuesday.)You did this, and it's time for you to stop being all "I need pity... poor me." You need to learn how to pick things up for yourself. Make something of your life. You aren't where you are because of your environment, it's because of bad decisions. There will still be bills in Europe, but if running away makes you happy then go for it. I love you more than anything in the world, and I would have done anything to make you happy; I ( ... )

daretobenaive December 14 2006, 13:29:10 UTC

You didn't lose everything, you threw it away. And I wish that I knew that you were this upset over losing me. But it's not about me at all. It's about your job, it's about your pride, and it's about your little girlfriend... "I ignore her" sure you do. All of it was worth more than me. You don't realize yet what you lost, but you will. And when you do realize it, all you will have memories, regret, your pride, and Mandy. I hope it was worth it.