well not to much has been going on since i last updated ( Read more... )

i'm suspended today ( Read more... )

Today wasent all that great, i played football in gym. it was really boring, there seems to be no more exitment in my life. today i have drivers ed, the driving part. It's not like i cant drive already its soo pointless. my dads going to be here in like 15 min so that we can go to philip o berry ( Read more... )

fuck my entry got deleated im pissed as hell. fuck it was soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo good to. errrrrrrrrrrg.

update tomarrow

well today was filled with appologizing ( Read more... )

so i feel the black bile wash over like some unforgiving touch. i have pondered the notion of sadness every day since i can remember attaining some sort of cognitive awareness. well, maybe not pondered, but definitely EXPERIENCED a sense of melancholy on some emotional level. Some days i struggle in simple interractions...and some days even still i ( Read more... )

i'm back, trust me i am uite a different person than the one i was when i last wrote. i dought my change is for the better, quite on the contrairy I am more missarable now than i have ever been. all of thease emotions are pieling up and all im doing is keeping them on the inside. i am fighting an neverendless internal conflict with myself. i dont ( Read more... )

Wouldnt life be perfect if
sweatpants were sexy, mondays
were fun, junk food didnt
make you fat, girls didn't
cause drama & boys weren't so
confusing, nothing was
regrettable, you didn't have
to lose the people you love,
friendships didn't fade, and
goodbyes only meant till
tomorrow?

Take a momment and think

1. Happy endings are for fairy tales ( Read more... )

life, what is it when u really break it down? could it mean ( Read more... )