The Past Hurts

Feb 23, 2005 21:18

The past has been bothering me and it hurts me. All the music i listen to reminds me of it and i hate it but i love my music, its just it all relates to my past. Sam im sry but it hurts and i dont want you to be hurt so i love you but the past is hurting me and it doesnt feal good. I just had to get it out of my system because its bothering me ( Read more... )

Leave a comment

Comments 9

fred_n_ur_life February 23 2005, 19:41:37 UTC
and u complained aobu tme saying i couldnt listen to certain songs and it seems now that u kno what i mean doesnt give good thoughts are anything just makes u depressed and etc. and yea the music might still be good but i dont listen to it anymore because of the feelings i get from it thats pretty much the only to not feel those feelings and dont listen to it its just a sacrifice u got to make

Reply


xandxyeahx February 23 2005, 20:20:22 UTC
Jude. Your past is my past. Everything that has happened was to do with me or mainly because of me. I am sorry for everything I put you through and I know it hurts baby. I know you love me and I hope you know that I love you with all of my heart, and even more. I understand it puts you in a bad mood, but somehow I feel like its my responcibility to fix that mood and make you happy. I just can't wait to see you. I want to make all of the past go away, but thats one thing I cannot do. So I am going to try my hardest to make a new past with what today is. I love you with all my heart, please remember that. And I promise I won't hurt you again, I promise.

<3.Your baby, Samantha.

Reply


peapovega February 23 2005, 20:26:56 UTC
we should skate one day

Reply


xandxyeahx February 24 2005, 04:52:27 UTC
so uh like skating should be like not cool. because i cant do it.

Reply

fred_n_ur_life February 24 2005, 06:32:02 UTC
how bout no ull just get over the fact that u cant skate sorry sam lol lata chick

Reply

stretsk8erfosho February 24 2005, 13:01:48 UTC
well austin we should skate just ask sam about my phone number and you give me a call and i can come pic you up one day and we can go skate or something and fred you are right the music i listen to makes me mad but im still going to listen to it and i will get over it. sam the past is with you that i think of and its hard to think about it when lil things remind me of them but ill get over it and i dont watn you to swet it ok ilove you and you know that.

Reply


i feel .... memyslfnmahomis February 26 2005, 22:56:14 UTC
i get the vibe that we are chickens running around the chicken coop trying to hide from the inevitable(sp?) farmer with shotgun. does music really make yall mad? for some reason its the total opposite for me. music=happy time. but i guess its all that korn or something jude, or maybe, its all that aaron carter? people in the house, come and get it. -----K.man. p.s. i am so digging that break in sesh at sabr. and i also want to appoligive, for not giving a fuck. hah. lick my nuts and rub shit all over a kiddie slide. aghh. im going to kill myself , i feel horrible and i am getting mad, omg, agghh, i need to stop listening to all of this dashboard. im getting mad, aghhh, die floyd?

Reply

Re: i feel .... memyslfnmahomis February 28 2005, 08:54:55 UTC
i was hopped up on cherry nuts.-k

Reply

Re: i feel .... stretsk8erfosho February 28 2005, 09:46:33 UTC
you are so stupid you are going to make the janitors job harder you ass and the sabr session was nice and shgnarly. haha

Reply


Leave a comment

Up