I have come to the conclusion that i can ruin everything in my life. So far i seem to have managed to do that. I only have so many things going for me that are good right now. At least i have a job and am looking at going to school. Which is more than i can say for a lot of people. Most the people i know though are actually in school and ( Read more... )

I know not many people read this or at least lately. I have not updated anything really lately and I know I have not gotten back many comments from my previous posts. I know I have probably no reason for anyone to come read this because one not many people know about it and two is that I have destroyed a lot of people that would have come and ( Read more... )

i feel an update coming soon........ for somea reason i really do... its strange!!!

i have no idea what to say right now

I have just sliped into a lil pool of depression now. I do not know why. I actually do know why though. It seems as though i see everyone of my friends grow up and move on in their life. I know i haven't been a good friend and i've been horrible but i've tried to be there for people. I honestly have and i've tried to be good exspecially lately ( Read more... )

time to live and time to grow my life is just now reaching its potential!

Can i be inivisible can i be free can i be gone of all this worldy things?

So i figured since i am now happy and everything. I figured the drab black and green wasn't working to well for me. It looked kinda depressing sometimes. Ohwell!!!!!!!! heres to tha new update!

by tha way yes i did write a figgin song and sing it. yes it may suck but i don't care i like it.

I want everyone who reads this to ask me 3 questions, no more no less. Ask me anything you want. Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends (including myself) to ask you anything.

And don't try to pretend you didn't see this, because I know how many people read my journal! So you better participate!

gosh i hate plumbers!!!!!!!!! why can't they go away. Anwyays i know is houldn't say that or else i'm sure everyones indoor plumbing would suck arse. I'm glad they are here to get everything fixed with the plumbing but it has everyone in my family stressed out including me. I know i know i'm crazy to be stressing about it but i can't help it. It ( Read more... )