It's 5:55am and there is no way I can sleep too much thoughts in my head and I want to cry but it feels pathetic so I'll hold it in. I am writing in this crimson color because I feel like blood is pouring out of me...kind of like all my strength to say no. People say it's easy to say no but it really isn't, exspecially when you feel like you care
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ohhh! If it was too late for your words...you have no idea how much I'd be crying because that would mean I didn't say "no". It is definately not good nor honest..at least at this time in my life and what not. It is weird trying to explain this without you even knowing what I am actually talking about but I don't wish to speak of it anymore because I have found my strength lying around, actually it more or less found me! So "no" will definately be my answer to this stupid confusion even if it means an end to a relationship..but then if it does end the relationship that would only prove once more what it is based on. Wow you must be confused! So sorry..if you really want to know you can call me or better yet just ask kiara or george. They could probably explain it better since I'd get all upset and such no sence..But thanks a lot for the support I've been getting a whole lot more than I deserve lately, and nothing sounded a bit cheesy to me*hugs*. So there you go motto!
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