Wow...they've changed up LJ since the last time I was on it!

Nov 09, 2005 15:17

So, yeah. I must go ahead and say that I am deathly sick...homesick. I miss my mom and grandma and sister so much. I miss Joshie and Lauren Misko and Trini and all of my friends. It's really getting to me lately. I did find out, however, that my mom and sister and possibly grandmother are coming up to spend thanksgiving/my birthday with us!! I'm ( Read more... )

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Hey Beautiful crazynquiet November 10 2005, 01:03:07 UTC
Wow. Sounds like things aren't really goin all that great! I'm sorry, and i hope you start feeling better. Just think in just a short period of time, you get to see mine and mommy's wonderful faces again!!! Who'da thought you'd actually miss us this much, when you used to count down till you were out on your own? Hmm.. just keep in mind, things WILL get better. We just had a lecture from Mrs.Dietz today and she was tellin us that all teenagers go out on there own in the world and expect to make a living, and all the money they need to pay their bills, and then some, just like that. but it takes time. they expect to be able to have what our parents have as soon as they get out there, and expect it all to come too easily. but you have to remember it took our moms and dads years and years of hard work and determination to get what they have today. I know this sounds like just another lecture, and im sure its especially stupid coming from a little sister who couldnt possibly fathom the real feeling of being broke, and having to work your ( ... )

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anonymous November 14 2005, 18:49:06 UTC
Well Les...I must say i miss you as well. I have no one to go eat with when fucker is pissing me off and i just have no lesbian advisor at all. You suck for moving and leaving me here :( you whore. As for your birthday...i remember your birthday last year and as i recall it was a damn good one minus the crazy slut whore you were dating/doing at the time.. Were going to be 19 soon! and im just not excited. I might come see you soon to get away from here.
Love you, Your Lesbian/ non lesbian apprentice, Lauren

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wow... colormebeautful November 15 2005, 21:11:55 UTC
Good to know your friends think Im a crazy slut whore...I guess you and them never knew the real me anyway. All i did was love you, regardless of if you truely believe me or not. It still hurts to even hear your name. Talking to you the other day made me realize how much you truely hate me and Im still not even clear on why you do? I know I hurt you, but thats all I can say I did. I have guilt everyday knowing I did this, but I havent let it consume me. I am not trying to be with you or in love with you or anything. All I wanted was your friendsip. and dont say I dont know the line between friendship and love, because i do. I just know that it wasnt actually easy to totally let you go, regardless if you feel thats what i had done to you. Blatant disregard of your feelings, and all that you believe, linds, I did love you and I always will. you were and always will remain my first girlfriend, experience, and one of the best times i have ever had in my entire life. Im just sorry that I was scared and that I didnt think twice. I ( ... )

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Re: wow... strictlylickly November 15 2005, 23:24:01 UTC
Good to know that you still read my LJ ( ... )

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PS strictlylickly November 15 2005, 23:33:50 UTC
You and I werent even dating on my birthday....she was talking about Jennifer.

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