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I hate what my own brain has done to my life, and nobody understands what's wrong with me. Most of the time I want to jump off a bridge and fly away, never to return, for the one person I need could never understand that I need them.
I like someone, or at least I think I do (I'm never sure these days) but the person who I think I like is my friends ex, and i think my friend still has feeling for the person I like, whether they want to admit it or not, and so if I were to go out with the person I like my friend might be upset, and I'd feel bad if that were to happen... But of course this is all assuming that the person I like likes me, which I cant tell, and dont know if I ever will be able to tell, because we're really good friends, and so we innocently flirt all the time anyway. and I'm worried that the person I think I like will never like me, cause we're too close as friends, and knowing this person, and my luck, they would probably never think in a romantic sense about me, because they would never do that with someone who's their good friend. I dont know how much sense all of this makes, but that's my dilemma.... or rather, one of them....
i love him so much sometimes i hate my good friend so much because she likes him too. and then i get really inconsiderate and think, "well, he loves me more," and try to compete. and i remember every little time i speak/interact with him and rub it in her face. and then i feel so, so horrible because she really depends on me to be her friend and i don't know if she's strong enough to tell me to stop being a bitch about this guy. but the worst part is...i don't want to stop making her feel like she doesn't have a chance with him, because i wanted him first. i've wanted him since last year. she can have other guys, but i don't know if i'll ever like another guy as much as i like him. this kind of shit is SO obnoxious
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im in love with a giant.
if i would kill myself, i'd drop an abundant amount of acid and jump off a building.
i need new friends.
oh yeah..
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sometimes i hate my good friend so much because she likes him too. and then i get really inconsiderate and think, "well, he loves me more," and try to compete. and i remember every little time i speak/interact with him and rub it in her face. and then i feel so, so horrible because she really depends on me to be her friend and i don't know if she's strong enough to tell me to stop being a bitch about this guy.
but the worst part is...i don't want to stop making her feel like she doesn't have a chance with him, because i wanted him first. i've wanted him since last year. she can have other guys, but i don't know if i'll ever like another guy as much as i like him.
this kind of shit is SO obnoxious
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