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I'm just a dreamer
I'll dream my life away
Dreaming of better days

I really dont know how to say anything about my feelings

Its 430 in the mourning and I cant sleep, so what else is their to do but blog? Not much thats what, hence the reason for me to write this. But anyways yeah so I think I cant sleep cause I went swimming (just laps not social) which was a disatrous success. That is too say I think its a pretty good work out and actually pretty fun (the pools ( Read more... )

Tonight could have ended better I walked by myself in the very cold night air at 1 the mourning too get my car and it was a ~2mile walk so I ran some of the way that just made me sweet and up the chill factor like mad and then it got windy as hell =( And when i get my bro back at the house he pukes and now the smell and sound of it make me want to ( Read more... )

Im so fucking poor I literally have no money so I cant do anything with anybody that costs money and i cant even travel far to do free things. So basically Ive just been sitting around doing not a hell of alot. And thats not alot of things I can invite people to do or inviatation I could except. bummer this is not going to be a much of a week.

I got a raise to 8.30 a hour, horray. And Im getting more hours, thank god, but they are all evening hours, in fact I work tonight threw-saturday. So I guess I wont be doing much this weekened, I seroiuslly just want a friday off, as it is usually the best day to have off... but I really need the money, owell Ill use some vacation time soon for ( Read more... )

If I as a observer where too observe myself, I would wonder at its abusdity. Some days its amazing what I even think much less say.

Jesus fucking christ this is all so predicatable; but then at the same time I seem incapable of seeing a way to break the cycle. And Im clearly not getting any signs. (So escape seems impossible, but it is...) But you know, now, everything seems a bit diffrent... all things seem to be so tame now, like Ive been pulled back from the cycle that is ( Read more... )

Latelly Ive been very frusterated, everything usually comes naturally to me and easilly, but if it doesnt then it doesnt and going against that has been leaving me frusterated. But the good news is that Ive thought of a way I could work alot of hours and have more free time to do stuff(in the evening anyways =0), anyways as part of this I will ( Read more... )