i am really bored...man i hate this...well anyway because of my boredome chris told me to ask Jen to go to the movies..but i thnk that would bw kinda smothering, if i think its alright just forcing myself upon Jen it would end up being like Noah...and uhh i dont want to be like that at all..maybe with time we would be able to hang out and go to ( Read more... )

so yeah i got this adwards banquet thing...i was like WTF they must have screwed off...lol man i wonder what i am going to get...and i also gave Jen my email so ill be able tog et the pic of us on the grad night..lol..i must really look nervous in that pic..man..but oh well MWahahaaha

OMG!!! i cant beleive how bored i still am.....ive been lifting weights again...uhh walking around and stuff, i dont know what has gotten into me...hmmm..man i need a cure and fast...!!!

well today i decided to do an experiment...i decided how it would fell if i didnt talk to Jen..like at all..i would nod my head at her when i saw her a give a smile (like i would usually do on some occasions), and that was it..well anyway..it felt crappy....real horrible, like it seemed to physically hurt me not talking/being around her goddamn it ( Read more... )

man im actually using my journal now....lol geez like 6 posts in 4 days rather than my usual 1 every two weeks...lol but yeah, i feel it is easier now to express how i feel and yeah.....im REALLY bored.....does anyone want to do something like next weekend or something, cuz i hate just sitting around playing on the computer all weekend it gets too ( Read more... )

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starting tomorrow i will officially be honest with everyone telling them what i think about them and everything, no holds bar throwdown...lol cuz, hell, what do i have to lose? MWAHAHAHA this is going to be fun!!!

ugh so i tried to delay posting because i was afraid i was going to rant....but fuck it i dont care ( Read more... )

I just started this story.. I dont know how well it will turn out..ill put on what i have now. I want honest feedback to make it the best possible ( Read more... )

most of my weekend was spent towards the garage sale to pay for my grad fees. I was at school; till 6:30 on friday. Then today i was at the school by 8:30 and stayed working there until 3:30...-_ ( Read more... )