Hawaii, and second thoughts...

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I need to make an appointment with my doctor. I've been having these serious nightmares, and I've been cutting a lot, but the main reason I want to see him, is because I am freaking out about flying to Hawaii. I'm having nightmares about that as well. And I am not one to get nightmares much these days. I used to as a kid all the time. But I

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I asked Claton about the island you are going to in Hawaii and he told me that everyone there should be nice and that you'll have fun. I love you Shan!

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Aw... Thank you. I mean, I really am hoping to havea good time. And I know that once we get there, that things wont be so crazy in my head, ya know?
Thank you though. Deep inside, I'm excited.