1. Who are you ( Read more... )

i'm not as depressed as i may appear in here

and sorry about thursday peeps and wed night

my profile/away msg were and still are very 'out there'

and make no sense since i'm happy

but everyones still telling me i look like i'll break down and cry any moment

btw, 'finding neverland' didn't make me cry
i was upset about that

i don't write in here anymore.. i just don't know what to say

its so hard to think of words

not even them being the right words

just words to express how you feel

its like there's sad, angry, mad, upset, happy

but their so cliche

so blah
eh. i shall be invigorating.... thats what i shall be

[this is just going to be a bunch of confusion and also just random questions i've been asking myself ( Read more... )

i am an awkward person ( Read more... )

just for reference, him refers to [the one and only] kyle.

so.. i made him feel like an asshole.. but i had to tell him..
god damnit, fuck my good memory

i wish it wasn't a big deal to me
but if i had actually had relationships before then i guess it wouldn't be
so eh. fuck it. the moment has passed in my mind. i'm fine

i started a journal an hour ago ( Read more... )

and after one sob session night with my mother....[refering to last night, yeah don't ask.. i don't even know why i started crying.. it was a emo moment ( Read more... )

had to write this in here cuz he doesn't know about it so.. he won't see it
[my attempts to write poetry that isn't MY art]

there are times i feel our romance is fictional ( Read more... )

honestly.. its a superficial thing, but it still hurts

he calls.. he forgets

yeah *pats self on back* congrats, making it through 5 months of this.