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[strikemefancy]

hmm so last night... I made the dumbest decision I've ever made. it was supposed to be something I decided for myself, but I didn't realize at the time how much it would affect others... mostly pertaining to their trust in me. things ended up badly, but they could have been much worse. I know I won't put myself in that situation again. it's

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[sunshinyblueyes]

ashley

i love you more than you will ever possibly be able to understand. probably even more than i did 17 hours ago.

it wasnt worth it. and now i know that it never will be. straightedge?

i am so unbelievably sorry you were even down visiting.

i hope your parents are okay.
i hope your punishment is reasonable.
i hope youre able to rebuild your trust quickly.
i hope theyll still let you spend time with us.
i hope they dont see us as "bad influences".
i hope they believe you.
i hope everythings okay.
i love you. i need you. call me.

[strikemefancy]

jaime

[sunshinyblueyes]

i was glad it was with you, too. even though no one was really in a good enough place to be calming, just having you there helped. your comment was extremely touching, and at least made me feel slightly better about the situation

[timmyhasnolegs]

i don't know what happened, but i hope things are okay with you. whatever this is, it sounds bad, and i hope it's not.

ps. you told your parents about the unicorn!? do they hate me now? :(

[strikemefancy]

things are okay, don't worry about it. thank you for caring!

I had to tell them. of course they don't hate you! they know you're a good kid. they do want us to return it, though, and my dad said it was okay to do it anonymously... sort of the way we acquired it to begin with.

I'll explain everything to you later, once I'm allowed to communicate with the outside world, haha.

ahhh ash...

[privateidaho4]

You and I both knew nothing good was going to come out of that. (I dont' exactly know what it is but I have a good idea) I hope everything gets better, you're a fantastic kid. I love you banana!

[strikemefancy]

no, it's not what I had talked to you about wednesday night... it's something different. thankfully, that situation never occurred, (because of what happened prior to it) but I wouldn't have let myself be involved in that anyway.

ahhh, my dear Ashley Wiers...

[anonymous]

Ashley, I'm not sure what happened, but you should call me as soon as you can. Hopefully things are not too bad, and hopefully you can still go up north..I hope your parents don't think we are all bad kids now...that would be no good. Okay, call me

[strikemefancy]

I'll definitely call you as soon as I can... I think tomorrow. my dad says I can go up north, and my mom doesn't really want me to, but she said it's up to my dad. I told her that your grandparents were planning on us coming already and everything, and so I think that's affecting her decision. I'm almost positive I can go, but I'll let you know for sure as soon as possible.

[freeoflies]

i know what happened.. and i just want to say that that is by far the dumbest thing i have heard of people doing in a long time and i am really mad at you for thinking you were going to be driving afterwards. i love you all way way way too much for you to take risks like that.. yeah i would be worried about cheri. i called today to tell kate about my email from dave.. and cheri was like she cant come to the phone.. and i knew what it was about and whatnot. and yeah. im pretty sure shes contact banned for a while. and there is a family party tonight, adults only. and they are goign to talk about it. thats whats the worst. my parents are going to come home and talk to me about it too.. right so im not really angry at all. i love you and im glad that things are working out parental wise and im glad your making a straightedge vow.. good thinking.
love love love love love robin

[sunshinyblueyes]

robin - its jaime. if you dont hate me too much for being involved with everything, im going to friend you. let me know.

im really sorry that we were all so damn stupid. let me know if you hear ANYTHING about kates punishment. im so sorry.

[strikemefancy]

I love you too robin! it definitely was the dumbest thing I've ever done. about the driving... I told kate I was uncomfortable with it, and she convinced me that she wouldn't have much at all and enough time would pass for it to be okay... knowing what I know now, enough time wouldn't have passed because people weren't restricting themselves enough. but I'm not blaming her for convincing me because I knew better. we both knew better. and I'm glad none of that had the chance to happen. it sucks that your family's getting tied into this, too. and I'm not making a straightedge vow; that's for life and I'm not going to make that long of a commitment. but five years, yes. I <3 you!
~ashley

[freeoflies]

she is completely banned from contact from the outside world, but thats all i know.. im in maine so its not like shes goign to be able to talk to me.. i love you all. ok to friend me jaime. ill add you back. good luck with everything.