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[strikemefancy]

I really don't like how things aren't ever how I want them to be. it's not even that there's any specific way that I want them... but I'm kind of sick of everything just being okay. I rarely feel like things are going badly, which I guess I can be thankful for... but why can't things ever be great... rather than just okay

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[xchelsiex]

cheer up! actually you dont have to, it's ok to be in a bad mood sometimes. generally you are such a happy person but you would be inhuman if you were never down/pissed off.
everyone does make mistakes and we all need to make different ones. im sure you wont make some of the mistakes ive made and vice versa.

so in conclusion, we should hang out if you're not grounded :)

[strikemefancy]

thank you for understanding.

we should hang out to do our government reading haha. cause I don't even remember what chapters... I thought he said 18 and 19, but I think I made that up... because why would we skip 16 and 17? enh I won't get around today anyway.

[privateidaho4]

I couldn't understand where your coming from more Ash. Funny that this weekend I did some stupid things that ended up just making me feel like shit because of the "just feeling okay" thing alone.
Sorry I barely got to see you last night but you should come to things like that more often. I swear I'm usually there :)
It get's better but it's funny because I'm waiting for that suprise too, either way thanks for making me feel like I'm not alone.

p.s.

[privateidaho4]

We have to do that icon for me, just tell me when you want to and I'll be there. I don't even know if I have to be there, rather I do or not, it would be a good excuse for us to hang out haha ;)

[strikemefancy]

it's not even that I did what I did because of the "feeling okay" thing... I just did it. oh well. I am feeling better about things now... probably because I haven't talked to anyone today who was making me feel shitty.

it was good to see you for a bit last night! we should hang out more. even if I already uploaded your icon, we don't need an excuse to hang out haha. sorry it's kind of hard to see the crack haha... I cropped it as much as I could so that you could still see it was you and everything... but let me know if you want me to crop it down more. why do these user pictures have to be so damn small?

you're not alone, that's exactly it. I hope whatever's bothering you gets better... I sort of heard last night what was going on, but I'm sure there's more.

these surprises better come soon!

[privateidaho4]

HAHA ya I hope the suprises do come.
I'm doing a lot better.
Thanks sooo much for the icon and it's perfect.
We definetly should hang out.

[doudreamaboutme]

I feel the same way, you know what helps for me, loooooooooooong car rides and a good cd, it really clears my mind. I just got back from State which all in all involved about three hours of driving, so i feel better. We think were going to go to caseville for senior skip day, you should come, it's about two hours a way!

P.S. I love you and you are my friend regarless of what you do, did or are going to do.

[strikemefancy]

I've definitely done the long car ride thing twice this week... it was nice, but I think it would have helped to be by myself and do all that thinking. I'm glad you cleared your mind, though. I want to go on senior skip day... but due to my junior status, I think my mom won't go for it.

P.S. thank you, that really does mean a lot to me. I want to see you this weekend so I can tell you what happened. and because you wanted to talk to me too. and because I like hanging out with you cause you're a fun person to be around. : )

[bengina]

msot people make more dumb mistakes than you do ashile.

[strikemefancy]

thank you ben. geeeeez I haven't talked to you in like 2374586940098 days.

[bengina]

i know! i miss you ashile