Hey honey, I'm going to start by saying that I enjoy playing with you. You're fun to play with and a sweet person, and I really don't want to hurt your feelings for saying this, but I feel it needs to be said.
I'm not sure what the reasons are. I could psychoanalyze or whatever, but I've started noticing a rather disturbing pattern in your characterization that I'm not sure you're aware of. It seems like you are injecting a lot of yourself into your characters and that it's compromising your characterization and headcanon.
The first example I've seen are several things Issei has done - associating himself with characters that I just don't know if he would associate with, in the face of all logic and objective fact. It seems like your desire to have certain CR with friends of yours, or to get Issei laid, or just to be liked is causing you to push Issei to do things that just don't make sense. I'm watching Fate/Stay Night right now, and while admittedly I haven't finished yet, I don't really see why a monk would go bar hopping with a
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I know the examples I brought up were a while back, but I only just started watching the canon and it struck me as I watched Issei just how different he was from what I had expected from your portrayal. And I remembered that it had felt odd at the time, as well, but because I didn't know Issei I figured that was just the kind of character he was.
Anyway, I don't want to harp on it or anything, but I just figured it was worth talking to you about.
Heya Mini, I’ve just noticed that recently you haven’t been doing so well mentally, so I wanted to give you some advice that I hope you’ll take to heart because I’m really worried about you
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I'd protest that I have a tutor and that I hate people who skip school for no reason if I thought it would make any difference. I'd complain that I don't have a mental breakdown if I thought you would believe me.
The problem with abandoning what my life basically consists of is... well, it should be obvious. I have one friend that I can see. One who I don't even really like all that much. Turning off Plurk would mean having only my parents to talk to day after day. I don't know if I could handle that. As for getting a life offline, when everything stresses me out except, idk, Apples to Apples, it's hard to find something new to do that I'll enjoy. I can't make new friends like this; no one wans to be friends with someone they don't know who's at their worst.
You will probably get what you want in a month or two: residential's in the paperwork. I just wish it wouldn't happen.
We've actually just been riding this weird epic doublebrainwave thing all day.
And I'd agree with you because god knows I've been there, but being online isn't helping your stress levels either. LJRP isn't for the weak of heart. It's really not. I'm scared to death it's going to drive you completely bonkers because of how obsessive you are about it. And when I'm at home all I have to do is talk to my parents and watch TV day after day for months and months and months. It's annoying, and it sucks, but it's doable. Especially if it might honestly be what's best for you in the long run.
For the record, this isn't what I want. What I want is for you to get to a better place mentally and I just honestly don't think RP is helping you with that.
I don't know. It was hard to say on a day like yesterday (I had outstanding tags, I made a post anyway and didn't freak out over them, people replied and I had fun replying) that LJRP was hurting me. If I can just have days like that... But I can't really control enough to make every day a good day, so you may well be right.
I suck at going in depth with these things but I just want to let you know that you are a joy to tag with. It's a real pleasure to speak with you IC and OOCly; You're sweet and friendly and funny and eager and welcoming and you are one of the best roleplayers I have ever had the privilege of play with.
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I'm not sure what the reasons are. I could psychoanalyze or whatever, but I've started noticing a rather disturbing pattern in your characterization that I'm not sure you're aware of. It seems like you are injecting a lot of yourself into your characters and that it's compromising your characterization and headcanon.
The first example I've seen are several things Issei has done - associating himself with characters that I just don't know if he would associate with, in the face of all logic and objective fact. It seems like your desire to have certain CR with friends of yours, or to get Issei laid, or just to be liked is causing you to push Issei to do things that just don't make sense. I'm watching Fate/Stay Night right now, and while admittedly I haven't finished yet, I don't really see why a monk would go bar hopping with a ( ... )
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I know the examples I brought up were a while back, but I only just started watching the canon and it struck me as I watched Issei just how different he was from what I had expected from your portrayal. And I remembered that it had felt odd at the time, as well, but because I didn't know Issei I figured that was just the kind of character he was.
Anyway, I don't want to harp on it or anything, but I just figured it was worth talking to you about.
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I'd protest that I have a tutor and that I hate people who skip school for no reason if I thought it would make any difference. I'd complain that I don't have a mental breakdown if I thought you would believe me.
The problem with abandoning what my life basically consists of is... well, it should be obvious. I have one friend that I can see. One who I don't even really like all that much. Turning off Plurk would mean having only my parents to talk to day after day. I don't know if I could handle that. As for getting a life offline, when everything stresses me out except, idk, Apples to Apples, it's hard to find something new to do that I'll enjoy. I can't make new friends like this; no one wans to be friends with someone they don't know who's at their worst.
You will probably get what you want in a month or two: residential's in the paperwork. I just wish it wouldn't happen.
Thank you for saying this.
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And I'd agree with you because god knows I've been there, but being online isn't helping your stress levels either. LJRP isn't for the weak of heart. It's really not. I'm scared to death it's going to drive you completely bonkers because of how obsessive you are about it. And when I'm at home all I have to do is talk to my parents and watch TV day after day for months and months and months. It's annoying, and it sucks, but it's doable. Especially if it might honestly be what's best for you in the long run.
For the record, this isn't what I want. What I want is for you to get to a better place mentally and I just honestly don't think RP is helping you with that.
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