im not bringing u down or anything and i understand that u miss ur old friends and stuff but dont forget about the peole who were here for u through everything and never said anything bad about u and never made u feel bad for anything u have ever done. u keep saying u miss amanda and stuff well what about me? ive stood by urside through everything any problem u had while u werent speaking to them, and im the only person u havent called, i mean that was the first time i have talked/seen u since abbeys party, and that breaks my heart.
so until u can actually call me and keep ur promises, im not going to bother trying to get intouch with u , cuz it never seems to work
im not trying to be harsh or anything but its the truth and im sick of always being left out/ or behind or just plain forgotten
u have some serious thinking to do ash, and i told u since the time we broke up i will always be here for u and thats a promise, but i cant handle it when im just completely left out of the picture
Hun...I am sorry I didn't call you yesterday...but thats because I am trying to make things right with Mike...and it just seems I keep fuckin up...and I know you have been here for me through everything...and I can't express how greatful I am for that...I love you and I know I don't show it because I am a bad person...I don't keep my promises to anyone anymore not even myself...and its because I feel like I am a loser and I am just going to end up losing everyone anyways..I mean I already feel I have lost a lot...I love hanging out with you, but Mike is always there...I just want a time where he doesn't care and trust me and he will never trust me because I keep fuckin up...and its because he sets so many boundaries that I am bound to break them one day or the next...I work all this weekend...but Saturday night I get off at 7:30...if your not doing anything maybe you and me can just hang out and we can send Mike and Dan out or something..it can just be an "us" night..I mean it...I am sick of breaking promises not only to you, but to
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Ash, we defiently need to finish the conversation we were trying to have yesterday. i get off work at 3:30 tomorrow so maybe we can do something. i have my phone back so try to give me a call sometime tomorrow and if i dont pick up leave me a message because ill get it when i go on break. i just really need someone to talk to because i have all this shit going on in my head and i feel like i am going to explode. ttyl hun byes
I know we need to talk because we never got to finish our convo. and I really felt it was going somewhere...so I'll ttyl...I might be going out with james 2morrow...so we can try and get together tomorrow.
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but dont forget about the peole who were here for u through everything and never said anything bad about u and never made u feel bad for anything u have ever done.
u keep saying u miss amanda and stuff well what about me? ive stood by urside through everything any problem u had while u werent speaking to them, and im the only person u havent called, i mean that was the first time i have talked/seen u since abbeys party, and that breaks my heart.
so until u can actually call me and keep ur promises, im not going to bother trying to get intouch with u , cuz it never seems to work
im not trying to be harsh or anything but its the truth and im sick of always being left out/ or behind or just plain forgotten
u have some serious thinking to do ash, and i told u since the time we broke up i will always be here for u and thats a promise, but i cant handle it when im just completely left out of the picture
sorry
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