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[strisciamento]

alison, i totally get what you're saying. i have always loved family time, but each year i realize how much i have changed into being my own person, so my views are very different. and so when they try to be in a conversation with me it always is very awkward because they are just offending me and basically looking at me like this blob of sin. In

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[xstrummer182x]

yeah its like none of my cousins have really turned out that different from anyone else in my family so its like im fighting this battle alone. i just always feel like im acting around my family cause i dont want them to look at me like some freak and i dont want to argue with the bigotted things their saying cause i dont want to be disrespectful and chances are ill just get all pissed and end up saying something i regret. thats a lot of why i was cutting last year is cause i was around my family a tons during the holidays and i would just have to escape to the bathroom and cut myself to get out all of this anger.

[strisciamento]

totally. i was able to cope with my family this year. but a couple years on a normal just dinner night it was so bad id have to just excuse myself to put me through a grinder. isnt it strange how humans feel the need to inflict harm on themselves when thats what they complain about?
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