its funny how i got addcited to having a journal, and without internet i just write a ton of shit on random pieces of paper during class and i just cleaned how my bag today and found some writing ( Read more... )

lit up, ate fooood. did yardwork with a happy spirit of course.

i want to shower. and im fuckin bored as hell. i cant leave the house until my room is like Sara Barbie's. its embarrassing, i feel like im 10 years old. it'd be way cool if someone would fuckin call. but ehy if i spend the night alone, atleast i spent 20 bucks on smiles yesturday :)
and i get my room to myself for the weekend.

i live in twilight zone A ( Read more... )

[Oct. 21st, 2006|03:21 pm ( Read more... )

How To Save A Life ( Read more... )

The beast crawled in my head
there was no other place to hide
behind me to the left of my side.
Burning hands on a faint pale whit,
smothering a fuck for the masochist twit.

( what )

ahhh....i feel dried up. I feel like my father in ol thousand oaks smokin some sweet hash on a summer day, shaggy hair and flannel shirts. i am more like him everyday. inside my head i feel like its the mid 70's. he has best friends that still live aroound here. man oh man, i wish i had a best friend named johnny that i could hop on my motorcycle ( Read more... )

the foil burned. the dictionary stole my word. cars and trains took me far from where i was supposed to go. he bent over backwards to help me. a curse wasnt hung over my shoulder, i put it there myself. the sun is setting, falling into the ground it takes my time with it. Sharing, beautiful sun, giving it's light to everyone ( Read more... )