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[strivabsorption]

Up until the age of around 10, I had a real problem remembering what year it was. I would constantly head my papers things like September 4, 1994 when it was actually 1996. The strange thing was that I would always know what month and day it was... but years escaped me. What does that say about me

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[if_u_say_so]

"I can't lie or tell jokes about my feelings because my feelings overcome what I know I should say/do. I can't make myself do things that I don't want to."

i used to be like that, now im just the oposite. I ignore my feelings and do anything but what makes me happy because its too difficult to find what makes me happy, and while my feelings are still present, my opinions died sometime ago.

what im saying is atleast you have a strong enough self to stay yourself.

[strivabsorption]

Our values are different because we are different people. It took me a while to understand that, but I'm glad that I do now. Representations of people in my mind are much nicer than they used to be. What you are doing is in accord with what you believe in... you ARE being yourself. However, I would like to remind you as a friend who also has a problem with this that you're not as horrible as you think you are. Not at all. In fact, you're quite lovely if I do say so myself.

[el_lugubrio]

I love you Annika.

Love,
Ry

[el_lugubrio]

in retrospect this seems like a horrible horrible idea, but i dont know how to delete those things. i mean love in the drum circle brotherman sort of way... but yeah, twas a cool entry.

[strivabsorption]

Love, love, love. Not a horrible horrible idea at all. I wouldn't have forced you to marry me. Or denounced you as a crazy stalker. I think. Joe had the right idea in his entry... we should say it mooooorrrreeeee. And thank you. I love you too Ry.

[foster2005]

I love you Ry.

Love,
Foster.