Ok as suspected my stress has gotten the rest of me. it has eaten what i tried so hard to keep together. I will probally be all wacky the next few days soo... if im acting down or diff its an ok thing, its not you its nothing that has to do with anyone just my breaking down. I figured i'd get that out ahead of time. Im over my head with work... but ( Read more... )

I just realized how much "stress" is a bad thing. Also lack of sleep. These past 4 days have been absolute hell for me. I have been puting my ass into my work latly and just loosing sleep. On top of it im trying to balance a highly demanding band, and my girlfriend at the same time... its def a hard thing to do. becuase both call for so much of my ( Read more... )

Life rocks, it is going soooo god dam well. and i intend to keep it that way ( Read more... )

Im at sarahs house everyone! yes i got a new pair of circa sneakers. and she helped me pick them out. even though we couldnt deside on what colors to put on the laces, they came out good. Black in one and white in the other... who woulda thought it. I gave the little key chain thingy mabobber to her bro jimbo. i think he liked it... duno. "::: he ( Read more... )

mmmm roast beef and barbeque sauce... if anyone ever wats to make me a sandwich like that im game!

Im going to tell you whats gona happend ahead of time instead of the sad after effects. I am going to hang out with sarah from nowish to when she has to leave... then around 8 when ~J gets back from his paps house he is going to turn me around and put eye lyner on and black nail polish... But if you wana get famous you gota fit the style right? im ( Read more... )

Summer is comming! well soon anyway. tomorow is supposed to be up in the high sixtys this week. Im definatly excited for the warmer days to come. And im sure there will be many memories made. But as soon as i have the money i am moving to a place that is warm pritty much all year... no not florida but somewhere close to it that is laid back. Im not ( Read more... )

FUCKIN AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH WHAT THE FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK STUPID SON OF A BITTTTTCHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH JUST LEAVE ME ALONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE AND LET ME BE HAPPYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

"dont worry baby doll im the man you've been dreaming of" I think i have been over thinking my life latly. Its has been really hard the past couple of months since i have "left school" I have been on a emotional rollercoaster. When i first left i was down for so long and it didnt seem like i was going to get back up. I was putting on such a mask to ( Read more... )