why do i waste my gas money?
i hate tampa. tampa sux. fucking bullshit.

i hate people. i hate when people you know from high school decide that they're too fuckin cool to talk to you. i hate when your sister is a cunt one second and a saint the next and expects it to be ok. aahhhh!!! fuck everyone. that includes you too. bitches. (i'm kinda drunk. i appologize)

i buried him today. last night i slept at his house and cried until 430am. i was worried that my bf was mad at me for a stupid reason and i didn't want to feel that on top of my all the shit going through my head right now. i gave him a drunken/depressed phone call at three am which was unanswered so i just kept bawling for another hour. i don't ( Read more... )

It's scary how i can spend two weeks in my own little world and i feel like everything has passed me by. I feel so disconnected from everyone (and by everyone i mean everyone important to me: pam, jenny, judy, corinne, and the lot. reading everyone's new and you want to know my news? we painted my bathroom. pathetic huh? (but i really do love the ( Read more... )

It's scary how i can spend two weeks in my own little world and i feel like everything has passed me by. I feel so disconnected from everyone (and by everyone i mean everyone important to me: pam, jenny, judy, corinne, and the lot. reading everyone's new and you want to know my news? we painted my bathroom. pathetic huh? (but i really do love the ( Read more... )

fuck people walking all over me all the time. fuck people fucking pulling the fucking fire alarm when i spent my last twenty bucks to fucking dance somewhere get rid of the stress. fuck a bunch of drunk assholes who are supposed to be my friends but instead always piss me off and steal things from me and make me pay their bills. fuck people who i ( Read more... )

if you haven't noticed these livejournals of mine have been getting sillier and sillier mostly because there was some trouble with somebody snooping and reading something they shouldn't have about me doing something (or someone) that i shouldn't have and now i'm a little afraid. oh well. that's why i got one right? to open myself up to everything ( Read more... )

he bought me cigerettes and dinner today. it was nice except what i ordered at dinner. there were little tiny whole octopuses (<- octopi?) in my pasta and i almost puked. oh well ( Read more... )

so when i got off work today i went to joe's (of course why would i go home for real?) and watched sense and sensibility. i couldn't believe i was actually watching it then when i realized i was crying i was really depressed. i read alot into it and figured out what it was. i felt like one of the characters was settling instead of marrying her true ( Read more... )

so now that my car has been up and running for two days joe's car breaks down so we have to share my car now. i've had enough of the non working cars. enough of it ( Read more... )